Post by kathyn on Feb 8, 2015 20:40:14 GMT -5
I had pink spotting since Tuesday last week, the doctor told me it was normal but she gave me some blood test to conform hcg levels were rising on Wednesday and Friday last week. On Saturday the spotting started to get heavier, and the cramps were getting so painful. I ended up in ER. The cramps got so intense and I just knew what was happening, I was hoping for the best but expecting the worst. The gave me a urine test and blood work and it came back negative. They gave me an ultrasound and they couldn't find any signs of pregnancy. The baby had already miscarriaged as they couldn't find anything. I held in all my tears at the hospital and they confirmed I had miscarriaged, when I got home I went to have a shower to freshen myself up. And then all this blood came out as well as the fetus. It scared me because this is my baby that was growing inside of me.
It's been two days since my miscarriage and I do is cry myself to sleep, wake up crying. I feel so alone and broken, lost. This baby wasn't planned but I feel like I had such a huge bond with my baby even though I was only 7w1d, I already loved it so much.. Now this makes me want to actually try and plan for one but I'm not too sure that my partner is on the same page. I really want to get pregnant again and hoping that the next pregnancy will be a good pregnancy. I just feel like it will help me through the grieving process. I fee so depressed, I literally can't get out of bed, I can't eat, sleep and all I can think of is what could have been.
Does anyone have any advice? Any experiences? How long did it take you to start feeling normal again? Is there anything I can do to stop feeling like this? I just lost my baby.
It's been two days since my miscarriage and I do is cry myself to sleep, wake up crying. I feel so alone and broken, lost. This baby wasn't planned but I feel like I had such a huge bond with my baby even though I was only 7w1d, I already loved it so much.. Now this makes me want to actually try and plan for one but I'm not too sure that my partner is on the same page. I really want to get pregnant again and hoping that the next pregnancy will be a good pregnancy. I just feel like it will help me through the grieving process. I fee so depressed, I literally can't get out of bed, I can't eat, sleep and all I can think of is what could have been.
Does anyone have any advice? Any experiences? How long did it take you to start feeling normal again? Is there anything I can do to stop feeling like this? I just lost my baby.