Thanks for the positive thoughts ladies. I'm still feeling pretty down and keep replaying things in my mind, but managed to have a decent day. I told my boss what happened - her husband's nephew did the same thing earlier this year, only sadly he didn't survive - this is just such an epidemic - anyway, so she gets it. She told me to take the day off but would not dock my PTO, which was such a gift. The nanny was here with C, so I cleaned, gave myself a pedicure, got a Starbucks and walked around Target aimlessly and bought a bunch of stuff I didn't need and a few things to cheer up my mom, then went and visited with my mom & nephew for a bit. Tired now. Going to hit the hay as soon as C does.
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