Post by Cherhorowitz on Oct 8, 2016 18:22:58 GMT -5
I am so sorry to keep this going. But I feel like my body is making me dumb as a defense mechanism or something. I don't even know how to explain this. I'm pretty bright. We're at the premiere tonight. MH started joking that he was going to have to Weekend at Bernies me to prove I was a real person. I guess I kept saying the obvious. Anyway, eventually, he just looked at me and said "are you okay?" Basically, I'm slow as fuck and a little crying in a public place. Shit is hard.
Married DH 09/21/13 BCP 08/08-02/12, 01/13-08/14 Paragard 02/16-? TTC#1 August '14 1st BFP 3/9/15! EDD: 11/17/15 Emma Rose born 11/26/15 (Thanksgiving!)
Keep this thread alive as long as you need it. And complain as much as you want, life has been shitty to you lately. I hope better days are around the corner.
I am so sorry to keep this going. But I feel like my body is making me dumb as a defense mechanism or something. I don't even know how to explain this. I'm pretty bright. We're at the premiere tonight. MH started joking that he was going to have to Weekend at Bernies me to prove I was a real person. I guess I kept saying the obvious. Anyway, eventually, he just looked at me and said "are you okay?" Basically, I'm slow as fuck and a little crying in a public place. Shit is hard.
Your body has been through physical, emotional, and mental trauma. It's overwhelmed. It's ok to be slow. Hell, when I get sick, I pretty much lose all ability to function. It is essentially a coping mechanism- your body is diverting resources to healing, even if that means sacrificing thinking.
And there's nothing wrong with keeping this thread your broken. This is your safe space, and that's ok. Whatever you need, we'll be here.
Met in May 2011 Engaged November 2011 Married November 2013 Started TTC November 2015 Began Infertility Workup November 2016 BFP! Lucky #13 Cycle TTC Due Date: 9/5/2017
I hate that stupid feeling. But I get it. Your body is so, so tired. You have run out of resources. You've been looking after everybody, but it's time to look after yourself. Big hugs, Cher.
Checking in on you, Cher. You're doing an awesome job holding it all together..I commend you on your incrediblend strength. Sending you hugs and lots of comfort.
Love you Cher. Honestly just making yourself presentable was a victory under the circumstances. Expecting yourself to be a sparkling conversationalist too is too much. Be easy on yourself.
Still thinking about you and your family and hope that you're taking care of yourself and giving yourself all the time in the world to heal and grieve.
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