Post by bean17 on Mar 21, 2017 16:35:31 GMT -5
Hi All,
First post as my friend suggested the website to help cope with some of the trouble I have been having lately. I'm on track to have my second FET next week as the first failed to implant. I'm having trouble dealing with the process and the physical/emotional toll that it has taken.
Background: My husband and I were trying to conceive when I started getting pain on one side of my body. When I visited the doctor they did a vaginal ultrasound and determined it was just minor ovarian cysts and it shouldn't impede becoming pregnant. A few months later I woke up on Sunday feeling fine until later that afternoon. I began having some cramps and feeling nauseous, which at the time, I thought was attributed to potentially being pregnant. A couple hours later, I was curled up on the bathroom floor in excruciating pain and throwing up. We rushed to the ER as we assumed it was an Appendicitus. Unfortunately, it was not. They found fluid in my Fallopian tubes. The next day I went back to my dr. With an elevated white blood count , they admitted me to the hospital to begin an aggressive treatment plan to address the infection, this was followed by a couple of weeks of antibiotics. No known cause for the infection (all tests negative) so they think the likely cause was an ectopic pregnancy or a cyst. Ultimately, I had both tubes removed in November. There really was no option to keep them as one had completely twisted and it was potentially dangerous to my health. It's been really hard to deal with this because I am stuck on the fact that one second I was fine and literally the next I was on the floor.
Current: I had a very successful retrieval and was hopeful for my first transfer as we had a prefect day 5 embryo. It didn't take and to say the least, I have been devasted and have lost my faith in the process.
Getting geared up for another transfer for next week. Taking estrace and waiting on the go ahead to start projesturone and other meds. Also, I've been taking synthroid as my TSH levels were not in-line.
Since starting IVF the stress or the meds or both had taken my toll and caused me to gain weight. I've tried to counteract this with increased workouts but no luck and it seems to be climbing. It just seems like another blow while I'm down.
I know I have only been through one cycle but it's following a very traumatic period. As such, I'm not sure I have even been able to heal from the emotional stress of the surgery but don't want to delay moving forward.. Any advice/tips on gearing up for another cycle or how to handle all this would be greatly appreciated.
Thanks!
First post as my friend suggested the website to help cope with some of the trouble I have been having lately. I'm on track to have my second FET next week as the first failed to implant. I'm having trouble dealing with the process and the physical/emotional toll that it has taken.
Background: My husband and I were trying to conceive when I started getting pain on one side of my body. When I visited the doctor they did a vaginal ultrasound and determined it was just minor ovarian cysts and it shouldn't impede becoming pregnant. A few months later I woke up on Sunday feeling fine until later that afternoon. I began having some cramps and feeling nauseous, which at the time, I thought was attributed to potentially being pregnant. A couple hours later, I was curled up on the bathroom floor in excruciating pain and throwing up. We rushed to the ER as we assumed it was an Appendicitus. Unfortunately, it was not. They found fluid in my Fallopian tubes. The next day I went back to my dr. With an elevated white blood count , they admitted me to the hospital to begin an aggressive treatment plan to address the infection, this was followed by a couple of weeks of antibiotics. No known cause for the infection (all tests negative) so they think the likely cause was an ectopic pregnancy or a cyst. Ultimately, I had both tubes removed in November. There really was no option to keep them as one had completely twisted and it was potentially dangerous to my health. It's been really hard to deal with this because I am stuck on the fact that one second I was fine and literally the next I was on the floor.
Current: I had a very successful retrieval and was hopeful for my first transfer as we had a prefect day 5 embryo. It didn't take and to say the least, I have been devasted and have lost my faith in the process.
Getting geared up for another transfer for next week. Taking estrace and waiting on the go ahead to start projesturone and other meds. Also, I've been taking synthroid as my TSH levels were not in-line.
Since starting IVF the stress or the meds or both had taken my toll and caused me to gain weight. I've tried to counteract this with increased workouts but no luck and it seems to be climbing. It just seems like another blow while I'm down.
I know I have only been through one cycle but it's following a very traumatic period. As such, I'm not sure I have even been able to heal from the emotional stress of the surgery but don't want to delay moving forward.. Any advice/tips on gearing up for another cycle or how to handle all this would be greatly appreciated.
Thanks!