I just got Lilah down after a whole hour of sitting here nursing and patting and shushing. And she's still awake enough that I can't put her into the pnp yet. So much for snuggling with DH before he goes to bed.
Part of me wonders if I turned my noise app up high enough whether I could drown her out and just sleep through til morning. She'd fall asleep eventually, right?
I'm obviously not going to do this so don't call DCF on me. But the little devil on my shoulder did let the thought cross my mind.
If we're not going to be mad at our H's for the things said in the MOTN we're sure as shit not going to judge for something like this. That devil on the shoulder gets awfully loud after awhile. The sleeping struggle gets exponentially more frustrating as each minute ticks by.
I really wish my kid liked his crib. Because I REALLY love my king size bed and this co sleeping thing isn't my style. I don't like to be touched when I sleep, I like to sprawl out, and I like the freedom to move freely and change positions throughout the night. Because I've been sleeping with J since 10pm, I've slept in one position, I have dead arm because it fell asleep, and my ear is numb. This is night 6. I don't even know why I attempt to put him in his crib at bedtime. I keep hoping he'll surprise me and stay there all night. Nope.
LT because so much twinning.
The only upside I have is that MH is not in the bed with us. But she's still right up on me. And my ear hurts lol
waitwhat and dashook I was with you last night too. Started her in the crib and I think after wake up #4 at 10 PM I brought her into bed with me, again, for the millionth night in a row. I just want to sleep how I want to sleep!
Then Comes Family, LLC is a participant in the Amazon Services LLC Associates Program, an affiliate advertising
program designed to provide a means for sites to earn advertising fees by advertising and linking to Amazon.com.