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I guess I go here now Mar 4, 2015 14:41:43 GMT -5

Post by mrssqueegy on Mar 4, 2015 14:41:43 GMT -5

Hi I'm squeegy and I found out this morning that my baby stopped growing 2 weeks ago. I was supposed to be 8w3d today. I haven't had any bleeding so my RE recommended a D&C. I'm scheduled for tomorrow.

Honestly I just feel so lost. I was really active on my BMB here and now I don't even know where to go and what to do.

Anyway thanks for listening.

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DS (our little Clomid miracle) born Sept. 25, 2012
Baby #2 lost at 8w3d on March 4, 2015 (EDD Oct. 11, 2015)
Baby #3 lost at 5w2d on April 16, 2015 (EDD Dec. 15, 2015)
Baby #4 lost at 4w1d on May 20, 2015 (EDD Jan. 25, 2016)
DS2 (our little rainbow miracle) born May 25, 2016

doves654

Last embryo = BFN. No idea what's next.

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I guess I go here now Mar 4, 2015 14:49:56 GMT -5

Post by doves654 on Mar 4, 2015 14:49:56 GMT -5

I am so, so sorry for your loss.

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**siggy warning**
TTC since 4/13. Me: 37 Him: 47 Issues: MFI, tubal factor, fertilization issues, elevated NKC.
Summer '14 - 2x IUI = BFN
11/14 - IVF #1 = BFN
1/15 - FET w/ only embryo = m/c at 8w5d.
2/16 - IVF #2 = 2 NGS tested blasts!
7/16 - FET #1 with 1 blast = BFP!
11/16 - TFMR at 21w5d due to MDK.
3/17 - Prep for FET with final embryo
*ALL WELCOME*

ckmom71 Bronze Trophy Posts: 159 Love-Tits: 203	I guess I go here now Mar 4, 2015 15:23:53 GMT -5 Post by ckmom71 on Mar 4, 2015 15:23:53 GMT -5 I am so sorry for your loss.
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nikolie93 Just call me Queen of Derps Platinum Trophy Posts: 4,473 Love-Tits: 9,215	I guess I go here now Mar 4, 2015 15:55:04 GMT -5 Post by nikolie93 on Mar 4, 2015 15:55:04 GMT -5 Hi, I am so sorry for your loss. We are here for you if you have any questions or just want to vent. We all understand hug
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followthesun Positive and focused on my rainbow! Gold Trophy Posts: 1,480 Love-Tits: 3,937	I guess I go here now Mar 4, 2015 16:10:44 GMT -5 Post by followthesun on Mar 4, 2015 16:10:44 GMT -5 mrssqueegy, I'm so sorry for your loss. This is a great place to find support, especially so soon after finding out about your loss. If you need anything, don't hesitate to ask. We can all relate. ((Hugs))
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snakefisherbub Solid Snake: Choose your own legacy. It's for you to decide. Silver Trophy Posts: 932 Love-Tits: 3,323	I guess I go here now Mar 4, 2015 16:17:01 GMT -5 Post by snakefisherbub on Mar 4, 2015 16:17:01 GMT -5 hugs I am so sorry for your loss. I know how you feel about being lost. I agree, I hear TTCAL is a great place. I will probably wander over there soon.
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shytimes Not actually shy Gold Trophy Posts: 2,485 Love-Tits: 9,246	I guess I go here now Mar 4, 2015 17:03:09 GMT -5 Post by shytimes on Mar 4, 2015 17:03:09 GMT -5 I'm so sorry you find yourself here! It's a great place with supportive ladies who know what you've been through, but awful to come here. Good luck at the d&c tomorrow. Will be thinking about you.
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swivelchair5 Platinum Trophy Posts: 2,781 Love-Tits: 9,710	I guess I go here now Mar 4, 2015 18:56:48 GMT -5 Post by swivelchair5 on Mar 4, 2015 18:56:48 GMT -5 So sorry for your loss.
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Ann612 Platinum Trophy Posts: 3,457 Love-Tits: 9,094	I guess I go here now Mar 4, 2015 19:09:28 GMT -5 Post by Ann612 on Mar 4, 2015 19:09:28 GMT -5 Welcome, and I am so sorry you find yourself here. It's hell to go through a loss. We're here for whatever you need, and when you're ready, TTCAL is a pretty awesome board. I've got a foot in that board too.
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vballbaby Vodka prep cycle Gold Trophy Posts: 1,583 Love-Tits: 3,666	I guess I go here now Mar 4, 2015 19:21:21 GMT -5 via mobile Post by vballbaby on Mar 4, 2015 19:21:21 GMT -5 I'm so sorry you're going through this. We all know the hurt and it sucks. I had my d&c today and I'm just waking up from sleeping all day after I got home. I asked for the relaxant as soon as they put the IV in. Good luck tomorrow and be good to yourself.
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rablissful Amethyst Gem Posts: 7,822 Love-Tits: 31,363	I guess I go here now Mar 4, 2015 20:06:39 GMT -5 via Tapatalk Post by rablissful on Mar 4, 2015 20:06:39 GMT -5 I'm so sorry for your loss Good luck with your procedure and take care of yourself!
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Post by kcrkcs on Mar 4, 2015 20:09:00 GMT -5

So sorry for your loss. I am going to umpteenth the TTCAL Suggestion. It has been a wonderful place for me to grieve, grow, learn, get support etc. you don't have to be trying or anywhere near it to hang out. Anyway wherever you decide your place is we are here for you, with lots of hugs.

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bfp1- Twins (the snorks)- dd 3/12/15 mmc 8/4/14
bfp2- Blobber- dd 9/18/15 mmc 2/16/15
DX- me - balanced translocation 13:14

Winnifred Gold Trophy Posts: 1,542 Love-Tits: 5,029	I guess I go here now Mar 4, 2015 20:20:19 GMT -5 Post by Winnifred on Mar 4, 2015 20:20:19 GMT -5 I'm so sorry you find yourself here, but I hope this board can be a great source of comfort to you. Take good care of yourself!
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meredithcarole Gold Trophy Posts: 1,563 Love-Tits: 4,595	I guess I go here now Mar 4, 2015 23:10:36 GMT -5 Post by meredithcarole on Mar 4, 2015 23:10:36 GMT -5 I am very sorry for your loss.
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zimni n00b Posts: 32 Love-Tits: 19	I guess I go here now Mar 4, 2015 23:27:36 GMT -5 Post by zimni on Mar 4, 2015 23:27:36 GMT -5 So sorry for your loss, mrssqueegy. It hurts as hell now, but you will find the strength to rise again. Am also new here but the warmth and support is amazing - there are so many wonderful people who understand just what it means to go through this. Sending a huge hug your way!
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Deleted Deleted Member Posts: 0	I guess I go here now Mar 5, 2015 6:32:42 GMT -5 Post by Deleted on Mar 5, 2015 6:32:42 GMT -5 Im so so very sorry. My news was ten days ago and things are starting to get easier. Hang in there.
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cabgirl Gold Trophy Posts: 2,016 Love-Tits: 5,254	I guess I go here now Mar 5, 2015 11:37:50 GMT -5 Post by cabgirl on Mar 5, 2015 11:37:50 GMT -5 I'm so sorry for your loss. I know that "lost" feeling well. You are very welcome here, and TTCAL and GKU are great boards, too.
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Deleted Deleted Member Posts: 0	I guess I go here now Mar 5, 2015 12:16:17 GMT -5 Post by Deleted on Mar 5, 2015 12:16:17 GMT -5 So sorry for your loss
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vivela Gold Trophy Posts: 2,058 Love-Tits: 5,495	I guess I go here now Mar 5, 2015 17:36:31 GMT -5 Post by vivela on Mar 5, 2015 17:36:31 GMT -5 I'm so sorry for your loss. I know what you mean about being active on one board and then ending up here... Feel free to post whatever you are feeling!
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chiapet Bronze Trophy Posts: 193 Love-Tits: 338	I guess I go here now Mar 7, 2015 22:42:39 GMT -5 Post by chiapet on Mar 7, 2015 22:42:39 GMT -5 I am so sorry for your loss. I too, felt so lost when I found out. I think all those feelings are normal and know we are here for you. Big (hugs).
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germaphobe Gold Trophy Posts: 1,562 Love-Tits: 7,087	I guess I go here now Mar 11, 2015 23:11:35 GMT -5 Post by germaphobe on Mar 11, 2015 23:11:35 GMT -5 I am so sorry for your loss.
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Post by mrssqueegy on Mar 4, 2015 14:41:43 GMT -5

Post by doves654 on Mar 4, 2015 14:49:56 GMT -5

Post by ckmom71 on Mar 4, 2015 15:23:53 GMT -5

Post by nikolie93 on Mar 4, 2015 15:55:04 GMT -5

Post by followthesun on Mar 4, 2015 16:10:44 GMT -5

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