Post by craftcrazymama on Mar 5, 2015 1:46:44 GMT -5
Intro-ing here as I begin going through my 4th loss.
I had 2 losses prior to my DD (after nearly 3 years of trying and finally 5 cycles of Clomid.
Now TFAS and have had another 2 losses in 6 months and 2 cycles of Clomid.
Found out about this loss after HCG levels went down slightly at 48 hours rather than up. Have now also started spotting so it's all inevitable.
Have a docs appointment tomorrow to discuss my levels and I don't even want to go. Feel like 'what's the point'?
Just can't see how I can keep going through the hope and heartache. Also, we don't have time on our side so as much as I want a 2nd child it's starting to feel like we might have to draw the line some time soon. That breaks my heart to think but we have to be realistic as well.
I had 2 losses prior to my DD (after nearly 3 years of trying and finally 5 cycles of Clomid.
Now TFAS and have had another 2 losses in 6 months and 2 cycles of Clomid.
Found out about this loss after HCG levels went down slightly at 48 hours rather than up. Have now also started spotting so it's all inevitable.
Have a docs appointment tomorrow to discuss my levels and I don't even want to go. Feel like 'what's the point'?
Just can't see how I can keep going through the hope and heartache. Also, we don't have time on our side so as much as I want a 2nd child it's starting to feel like we might have to draw the line some time soon. That breaks my heart to think but we have to be realistic as well.
