The Waiting Is Torture!

[craftcrazymama]

I found out on Wednesday that I'm going through my 4th loss.

My HCG levels had dropped and continue to, according to my POAS evidence.

I had more bloods done on Friday to confirm.

But the waiting to miscarry is torture! It's been 5 days since I found out and I have had only one tiny spot and then nothing. I hate waiting for such a horrible event.

With my other 3 miscarriages I started bleeding first as my sign things weren't going well. This time I found out beforehand and it's hell.

It's really given me a new sympathy for those who have been through losses and had to wait for D&Cs or to deliver. Gosh, we have some amazing strong ladies and I don't know how you've done it.

[snakefisherbub]

I'm so sorry for your loss. The wait for it to happen was awful. I started spotting for almost a week before I actually miscarried. I was worried every time I went to the bathroom.

[nikolie93]

Ugh, I'm so sorry you're having to wait. It's shitty enough that it happens, the waiting just seems cruel

[starfishy]

I'm so sorry you are having to wait. Seems like it adds insult to injury. I'll be thinking of you.

[mrssqueegy]

I'm so sorry that you have to go through this again. Thinking of you.

[rablissful]

I'm so sorry for your losses. Having to wait has to be the worst

[babyzebra]

I'm so sorry for your loss and that you have to wait. I'll be thinking of you.

[swivelchair5]

So sorry for your losses. I hope the wait is short.

[followthesun]

Thinking of you. ((Hugs))

[craftcrazymama]

Have started bleeding this morning so it looks like things are going to happen naturally.

It coincided with my appointment with my specialist and he offered a 'uterine evacuation' (such a horrible term) but I think my body is doing what it needs to without it.

Have to go back next week for a follow up and then he is referring me to a repeat loss specialist.

[vivela]

The waiting is hell. It's good that things have started, I hope it is a straightforward process for you and over quickly.
Hopefully the specialist will be able to give you some answers, or at least a plan.

[kristikayy26]

I'm so sorry for your loss! I hope things start to move forward soon, with as little pain as possible.

[vballbaby]

I'm so sorry. No one should have to go through so many losses I hope you're hanging in there and doing ok and that you also get some answers from the specialist.

[shytimes]

I'm so sorry you have to go through this again! I hope you don't have to wait too much longer or can get some medical assistance to speed things up.

[rosetyler72]

I'm so sorry for your loss. We were on the same BMB very briefly. Hugs to you and I hope things go quickly for you. Take care of yourself.

[amandaree]

Mar 7, 2015 17:10:43 GMT -5 craftcrazymama said:

I found out on Wednesday that I'm going through my 4th loss.

My HCG levels had dropped and continue to, according to my POAS evidence.

I had more bloods done on Friday to confirm.

But the waiting to miscarry is torture! It's been 5 days since I found out and I have had only one tiny spot and then nothing. I hate waiting for such a horrible event.

With my other 3 miscarriages I started bleeding first as my sign things weren't going well. This time I found out beforehand and it's hell.

It's really given me a new sympathy for those who have been through losses and had to wait for D&Cs or to deliver. Gosh, we have some amazing strong ladies and I don't know how you've done it.

Just checking in on you craftcrazymama. How are you feeling? Are you still waiting?

[craftcrazymama]

Thank you so much for checking in on me amandaree : ) I started miscarrying a few days ago so things have happened naturally.

I'm finding it a lot harder than I thought I would this time I must admit. I guess I had tried to convince myself I should be used to this heartbreak.

[babyzebra]

craftcrazymama I'm glad that you don't have to wait any longer, but I'm sorry that this is so hard. ((Hugs))

[mrssqueegy]

I am also glad that your heart wrenching wait it over. Thinking of you during this time. Hugs.

[amandaree]

I'm glad you're not waiting any longer. So sorry you are having a hard time. Nothing about this stuff is easy...it all sucks. (((hugs)))

How you find peace and comfort and healing soon.

[hollyberry]

So glad to hear the wait is over. That must have been awful. Sending thoughts and hope all goes smoothly. I was surprised to find that this loss has been harder on me then the other, or maybe its just been different. * hugs*