Oh hey again

[mrssqueegy]

Hi.  I'm back.  Fun times.

For those who don't know me, I had a MMC back in March at around 8 weeks.  We had a D&C and were given the go ahead to TTC right away.  We got pregnant on our first try but found out yesterday that my betas are dropping.  I haven't had any bleeding yet so I'm just in the waiting phase to miscarry.  I'm going for another beta tomorrow but I think it's going to be quite low because I POAS today and the line was so faint I could hardly see it.

Honestly it feels weird to say but this time seems so much easier to take than last time.  Maybe because we've just been through this and maybe because it was so much earlier this time so we have less invested?  I don't know.  Anyway, I'm not that happy to be back here, but I'm so glad to have you ladies here who can understand what I'm going through.

I see a few new names around here.  I am so sorry that you have found yourselves needing to be here.  Sending big hugs to everyone.  

[vlinder]

I'm so sorry you're back.

[hollyberry]

I am so sorry you are back. *hugs*

[PiradicalMaid]

Oh, I am so so sorry that happened to you. I wasn't here before and I'm sorry to be meeting you under these circumstances, but I'm glad that this community exists. (((hugs)))

[muscari]

Oh, I'm so sorry to hear you're returning to this forum

[rablissful]

Ugh. I hate seeing you back here. I'm so sorry for your loss ((hugs))

[crazycatlady6]

I'm so sorry for your losses. (((Hugs)))

[soultrane]

I'm so sorry for your losses. I'm new here and so thankful that this community exists, but I'm so sorry that we all find ourselves here. Big hugs to you.

[cabgirl]

I'm so very sorry you've found yourself back here. This is so unfair. Please be good to yourself. We're here for you.

[babyzebra]

I am so so sorry for your loss and that you're back here. This is really unfair. Please take care of yourself.

[nikolie93]

I hate that you are back here, hon So many *hugs and to you.

[TPFKAlsgabriel]

So sorry you're back.  (((hugs)))

[swivelchair5]

I'm so sorry that you are back here. Take care of yourself.

[starfishy]

I'm so sorry that you have returned here. Hugs.

[followthesun]

Oh no, mrssqueegy, I am so sorry you are back. So many ((hugs)).

[mrssqueegy]

Thanks everyone. I started bleeding this morning so I think this is going to be it. I'm just glad I don't have to wait a long time. Time to get out the heating pad.

[PiradicalMaid]

I hope this is gentle on you physically. mrssqueegy. Glad you've got some plans for comfort measures in place

[sarahufl]

Ugh, I'm sorry- that sucks.

[vivela]

I'm so sorry you have to come back here mrssqueegy and I'm sorry for your loss.

[followthesun]

mrssqueegy how are you doing? Been thinking of you.

[mrssqueegy]

Thanks for checking in followthesun. I'm doing pretty well. I started miscarrying on Thursday and it was very tolerable. It was heavy for two days with minimal cramping and has pretty much stopped now. I'm just thankful that I didn't have to wait long and that it was easy on me physically.

[PiradicalMaid]

Apr 19, 2015 21:32:37 GMT -5 mrssqueegy said:

Thanks for checking in followthesun. I'm doing pretty well. I started miscarrying on Thursday and it was very tolerable. It was heavy for two days with minimal cramping and has pretty much stopped now. I'm just thankful that I didn't have to wait long and that it was easy on me physically.

I'm glad for that, at least. I've been thinking about you as well (hope that isn't creepy coming from an internet stranger ). I hope you're able to rest and take it easy, at least a little, right now.

[crazygirl82]

I'm so sorry. Hugs and positive thoughts coming your way.

[kesha14]

mrssqueegy, I'm so sorry that you're going through this again. Take care of yourself!

[vballbaby]

I'm really sorry mrssqueegy. How are you feeling? Please take care and give yourself time to heal. ((hugs))