I'm sorry we're all here. Here's my story.
May 21, 2015 18:06:25 GMT -5
Post by rnmommy on May 21, 2015 18:06:25 GMT -5
Last Wednesday at 6 weeks 5 days I had some light spotting. I called the doctor's office and because I was over 6 weeks they wanted to see me. The doctor did an u/s in the office and I didn't see a heartbeat. He told me that I wasn't 6 weeks, asked why I thought I was and if I had a positive pregnancy test. He said he saw a small sac and told me he needed to talk to me in his office. He told me he was sending me for a beta and if it was low, he'd have me do a second one. I asked him what the chances were that the pregnancy was viable and he said he didn't know.
So, my hcg came back at 688 and he had me repeat it on Friday. That one was 728. What was supposed to be my initial prenatal appointment was scheduled for Monday and the doctor I saw then confirmed a missed miscarriage and told me that the baby stopped growing at about 5 weeks. She did confirm that there was a gestational sac and told me that it doesn't even develop until hcg reaches 3000. She also confirmed that it was not an ectopic pregnancy. I elected to go with the wait and see option because Cytotec is not compatible with breastfeeding and I still nurse our 17 month old. I'm trying to avoid a D&C because our (almost) 13 year old knows nothing about this pregnancy (I don't ever tell her until I see a heartbeat) and I don't know how well I would be able to hide a D&C recovery.
Now, I wait. My light spotting has increased slightly. Cramping is occasional and not bad. Honestly, I just want it to start so it can be done. I hate that I'm pregnant, but not pregnant. There's still an embryo inside of me but it will never grow into the baby we so wanted and already loved. Once this is over and I have a period, we'll try again.
I wish none of us ever had to experience this situation and pray none of us ever will again. Much luck to all of you and thank you for "listening."
So, my hcg came back at 688 and he had me repeat it on Friday. That one was 728. What was supposed to be my initial prenatal appointment was scheduled for Monday and the doctor I saw then confirmed a missed miscarriage and told me that the baby stopped growing at about 5 weeks. She did confirm that there was a gestational sac and told me that it doesn't even develop until hcg reaches 3000. She also confirmed that it was not an ectopic pregnancy. I elected to go with the wait and see option because Cytotec is not compatible with breastfeeding and I still nurse our 17 month old. I'm trying to avoid a D&C because our (almost) 13 year old knows nothing about this pregnancy (I don't ever tell her until I see a heartbeat) and I don't know how well I would be able to hide a D&C recovery.
Now, I wait. My light spotting has increased slightly. Cramping is occasional and not bad. Honestly, I just want it to start so it can be done. I hate that I'm pregnant, but not pregnant. There's still an embryo inside of me but it will never grow into the baby we so wanted and already loved. Once this is over and I have a period, we'll try again.
I wish none of us ever had to experience this situation and pray none of us ever will again. Much luck to all of you and thank you for "listening."