The 14-day agonizing nerve-wracking mindfuck for 5/26-6/1

[wannabmama]

Sorry I'm a day late, I spaced that yesterday was Monday!

Let's go ladies. This is the place you can talk about all the craziness that comes with the dreaded two week wait. Phantom symptoms, implantation dips and possible spotting, what you are doing to make the time fly by, and much much more. Post as often or as little as you want. We are here for you. Chart stalks available upon request or if there is a link, we may look just to pass the time or out of curiosity. Gifs are also welcome.

GTKY: Where do you go or what do you do when you need some "me" time?

[summergirl1211]

So as I mentioned in the other thread, we missed my FW this month (closest was -4). I'm kinda pissed I even bought the OPK's this month, and am wondering if I just had a really short surge, if the OPK's (Target) were faulty, or what. I'm hoping that I ovulated on my "bad side" and we didn't really miss anything anyway.

I'm trying to focus on enjoying work, getting ready for my SIL's baby shower in less than 2 weeks, and hoping it warms up (and stays warm!) around here. I'm also enjoying the fact that I can still drink my wine.

FX for everyone else!

ETA: I forgot the GTKY! Um... I sometimes wander around Target, or if I have more time than that I'll go shopping at our new outlet mall nearby. If I only have a few minutes I'll hide in my room, read, and drink some wine. 

[vh2014]

I posted my update a bit ago in last week's thread, but I'm still declaring myself potentially in 2WW so I thought I'd join "officially" for this week. If I get a decent temp tomorrow morning I'll be testing a week from yesterday if no AF.... unless I cave early.

GTKY-> I run to the shower for me time. I can spend an hour in there and turn all pruney if there's a lot going on in my head.

[URMySunshine77]

I'm going to go crazy and join on what I think was my O day. My saline HSG threw me off this month because I had fewer days of fertile CM than normal. Judging from my creamy CM this afternoon, it looks like I may have ovulated today. That means that we hit -1 and -3 if my temp rises on Wednesday.

So excited to join you (hopefully)!

[vh2014]

Still hanging in there today. Feeling more optimistic that just *maybe* this cycle might be coming to an end. Of course the little voices in my head keep making up reasons that the temp rise is something else LOL. So far I've shut them down with - the room has not been warmer the whole time... it was actually freezing a couple nights when the temp dipped outside. Prednizone is not supposed to effect BBT.. but even still, I've been off it for a few days (and the last few were "wean off") and it's still up. I'm not sick. Although I did sleep lousy a few nights, most of those nights have been a great nights sleep so it isn't sleeplessness.

Thanks for listening... crazy put right back in it's box.

summergirl1211, sorry you missed it but you seem to have a good outlook on it.

URMySunshine77, -1 and -3 are good! Was chart stalking you earlier and see no temp... hopefully it went up today!

[URMySunshine77]

My temp didn't go up this morning and I just found some EWCM when I went to the bathroom. I had told DH not to worry about having sex this morning, but now I'm so irritated that we didn't try.

[vh2014]

URMySunshine77, hoping there was some trying or some long lasting swimmers. I'm totally creepy chart stalking you now...

I'm still in for now... and caving and testing tomorrow morning. My hopes are getting to built up need to confirm or quell the crazy and wait for AF... which I'm ok with if it means a new cycle.

[URMySunshine77]

May 28, 2015 7:47:13 GMT -5 vh2014 said:

URMySunshine77, hoping there was some trying or some long lasting swimmers. I'm totally creepy chart stalking you now...

I'm still in for now... and caving and testing tomorrow morning. My hopes are getting to built up need to confirm or quell the crazy and wait for AF... which I'm ok with if it means a new cycle.

fx for you, vh2014!

I'm wondering if the saline HSG or Chinese herbs messed with my CM production because it has been spotty this month, and that led me to believe that I ovulated earlier. At least we tried this morning. I'm really hoping that today is O day.

[wannabmama]

URMySunshine77 glad you got some this am hoping its O day for you, so happy you've had some great timing this month (esp since at one point you thought you'd miss this month right? Am I remembering right?)

vh2014 fx for you!

[URMySunshine77]

May 28, 2015 10:20:00 GMT -5 wannabmama said:

URMySunshine77 glad you got some this am hoping its O day for you, so happy you've had some great timing this month (esp since at one point you thought you'd miss this month right? Am I remembering right?)

vh2014 fx for you!

Yeah--I guess I should be thankful that I got any!!!

Part of me is scared I'm not ovulating this cycle, but I'm probably overreacting.

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Here's to hoping am timing works URMySunshine77, !

[URMySunshine77]

wirt2cute: I was chart stalking my FF friends today and saw that you are 12DPO. How are you feeling?

[wirt2cute]

May 28, 2015 16:16:14 GMT -5 URMySunshine77 said:

wirt2cute: I was chart stalking my FF friends today and saw that you are 12DPO. How are you feeling?

Your awesome. Im doing good. My normal lp be anywhere from 11-14 days. So I'm just watching my temps to see what happens.

[wirt2cute]

And I am out. On to medicated cycle #2.

[wannabmama]

wirt2cute well, damn. Sorry

[vh2014]

BFN this morning along with a drop in temp... not beneath the coverline but still a pretty good drop. So I'm hanging out this weekend waiting for my long lost AF. Probably for the best anyway since with such a LOOOOOOOONG cycle this time I might question if everything is as it should be.

[lennonkdc]

vh2014, sorry about the BFN, but OMG I have all the things crossed that the end of this cycle is near for you!!

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damn sorry wirt2cute, vh2014,

[vh2014]

lennonkdc, I think that really takes the sting out of the BFN. It may be the first time in my life I'm actually looking forward to AF.

[wirt2cute]

Sorry about the bfn vh2014. Thanks @kellbell and wannabmama

[lennonkdc]

wirt2cute, Sorry you're out

[mom2boxers]

Hugs wirt2cute, vh2014.

ETA: I fail at GIFS. [Hangs head in shame].

[vh2014]

wirt2cute, Sorry about your BFN too.

Thanks @kellbell,

[wannabmama]

vh2014 I hope that (usually unwelcome) visitor comes your way this weekend!!

[URMySunshine77]

@wir2cute: I am so sorry.

[summergirl1211]

wirt2cute, sorry lady.

URMySunshine77, I fear that I won't ovulate every month since I had issues before. It's like a daily panic, wondering if it's going to happen or not, and always feeling disappointed when my temp doesn't go up. I understand where you're coming from. I hope your timing was good!

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oh as a late O'er I hang on to hope that I'll have an earlish O every month URMySunshine77, and summergirl1211,

O after cd20 sucks!

[URMySunshine77]

May 29, 2015 13:49:26 GMT -5 summergirl1211 said:

wirt2cute, sorry lady.

URMySunshine77, I fear that I won't ovulate every month since I had issues before. It's like a daily panic, wondering if it's going to happen or not, and always feeling disappointed when my temp doesn't go up. I understand where you're coming from. I hope your timing was good!

Thanks summergirl1211! I have OCD tendencies, and TTC is not good for this, at all.

I finally got a positive OPK yesterday morning, but my temp is still low, so I assume that I am going to O today. I'm hoping that we hit -1 and -4, and I'm thinking about stopping there, but I may be able to convince DH to try tonight. It feels so forced.

[wirt2cute]

URMySunshine77, YAY! on the positive opk!!

[mom2boxers]

URMySunshine77 - time to get your sexy on