Post by teenybenoit on May 26, 2015 16:54:16 GMT -5
The pain since last night has become unbareable. I have taken all the OTC meds I can. I just hope we get seen soon as sitting here is awful. Not much bleeding or passing of clots just bad pain.
Married 01-04-2013 *AMA* 40 in June 2015 **1-19-15 Childless, not by choice" 1st EDD- 12-02-13 MC 5/1/13 @4w6d 2nd EDD 11-13-14 MC 4/15/14: discovered 1st twin @5w 2nd twin @10w 3Rd BFP- 10-10-14 EDD 6/16/15: MC 10-16-14 @5w2d
Me: 36, DH 32 Bfp#1 June 2014 edd: Feb. 22, 2015,mmc: Aug. 5,2014,D&C Bfp#2 Feb. 2015 edd: Oct.12, 2015, mmc: Mar. 7,2015, D&C
DX: Me: slightly hypothyroid, taking meds DH: SA Showed all low levels, urologist appointment showed all was normal, so no reason why the levels were bad.
Plan: IUI #1 Aug. 25mg clomed, to help boost egg quality - BFN IUI #2 Sept. 25mg clomed, BFN IUI#3 Dec. BFP!! TWINS Edd: Aug. 22, 2016
Post by teenybenoit on May 27, 2015 8:32:33 GMT -5
Thanks ladies. Normally this process doesn't take this long for me but I also haven't been this far along before either (8 weeks was the farthest) The pain yesterday became unbearable and all the Tylenol and Advil in the world wasn't doing anything! The Dr gave me Tylenol 3 and Naproxin which seems to knock me out and numb the pain. I did sleep last night which was good. I'm really feeling lost today. I have been home since Friday and I feel guilty for being home and not at work. I feel like life is going on around me and I wish I could jump in but I'm both to sore, to tired and feeling down. My bosses sent me an email yesterday when I said I still wasn't coming in that read; "we wish you all the best in your recovery period" and this made me angry, WTF does that mean? My recovery period? I'm not a drug addict, I didn't just have surgery, I lost a baby, a dream that I was floating in. I'm at the point where I just want this to hurry up, I need the rest of this tiny life that didn't make it to exit my body and let me try to get back to some sense of normal. I'm also too frightened to fill in the script for the cytotec so I don't know where that puts me.
Post by PiradicalMaid on May 27, 2015 10:05:02 GMT -5
I'm glad you were able to get some rest. I know the feeling of wanting to engage and feeling guilty and lost. It helped me to remember that taking care of myself and working through the loss were important jobs that I needed to do during that time. It still felt crappy and I still wasn't sure what to do with myself or how to pass the time, but it helped some of the guilt and antsy-ness.
I'm sorry your bosses' email was more hurtful than helpful.
I think filling or not filling your RX are both completely legitimate choices and also that you don't have to decide right now.
Try to remember to eat and drink water, I know that helped me physically. Big, big hugs. This sucks and I'm so sorry it is happening to you.
I am sorry that your bosses note felt unhearting, so many people just don't know what to say, and how to say it. That sucks! I am glad you got some rest and that the meds seems to help a bit! * hugs*
Me: 36, DH 32 Bfp#1 June 2014 edd: Feb. 22, 2015,mmc: Aug. 5,2014,D&C Bfp#2 Feb. 2015 edd: Oct.12, 2015, mmc: Mar. 7,2015, D&C
DX: Me: slightly hypothyroid, taking meds DH: SA Showed all low levels, urologist appointment showed all was normal, so no reason why the levels were bad.
Plan: IUI #1 Aug. 25mg clomed, to help boost egg quality - BFN IUI #2 Sept. 25mg clomed, BFN IUI#3 Dec. BFP!! TWINS Edd: Aug. 22, 2016
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