I have to say goodbye ***loss mentioned***
Jun 16, 2015 7:11:01 GMT -5
Post by pbandj714 on Jun 16, 2015 7:11:01 GMT -5
Well, my US yesterday did not go as planned. I went to hear the heartbeat but found out that I was measuring so small that the baby likely never grew after implantation. The Dr. was trying to tell me that I could just be off on my dates and it could be a viable pregnancy "on it's way in", but that's clearly not the case since I got my BFP on Memorial Day. There's no possible way for me to have had enough to turn a test then and still only measure at 3-4 weeks now. He said it was then likely that it was "on it's way out" and I was in the process of miscarrying. The brown spotting was bad, I guess. He scheduled me for another US in 2 weeks to "confirm" the situation, but I've accepted it now. I'm losing this baby.
I never imagined this would be happening to me or that it would be so hard. DH has been amazingly supportive and I am so thankful for him. Untelling the few people who know is going to be really, really hard. But it will be nice to have their support as well I suppose.
Anyway, I hope all of you have uneventful, healthy pregnancies and I wish you all a happy 8 more months! I'll miss you.
I never imagined this would be happening to me or that it would be so hard. DH has been amazingly supportive and I am so thankful for him. Untelling the few people who know is going to be really, really hard. But it will be nice to have their support as well I suppose.
Anyway, I hope all of you have uneventful, healthy pregnancies and I wish you all a happy 8 more months! I'll miss you.
Take care of yourself and lean on your husband for support. It's tough, but you'll make it through. 
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