FML why do my reproductive organs suck?

[NariaDreaming]

XPosted from the all IVF check in


God I can't fucking go through this again.

When I left the RE the plan was to drop my dose from 100IU to 50IU of follistim. He told me to trust him.


I just got a call from my nurse. Estrogen was 211 on Monday. It's 206 today.

Doc wants me to boost up to 150 IU of Follistim and see where things are on Saturday.


I can't go through this again. I can't fucking ride this rollercoaster again. I just fucking cant.

[lemonliz]

I'm so sorry @nariadreaming. Fucking shit, I hate IF. I thought this time things were looking differently this time. What did he bump you up to last time when your E2 skyrocketed? 200?

[spring78]

I am so sorry things are not going as planned. It sucks! And you really don't need any added stress. I'm sending all the ((((hugs)))) and positive vibes I've got. I really, really hope everything is back on track by Saturday!!

[NariaDreaming]

Jan 15, 2015 14:01:31 GMT -5 lemonliz said:

I'm so sorry @nariadreaming. Fucking shit, I hate IF. I thought this time things were looking differently this time. What did he bump you up to last time when your E2 skyrocketed? 200?

He bumped me to 175 last time, and then 200.

I bumped my damnself to 200 and then 225

[lemonliz]

Jan 15, 2015 14:08:34 GMT -5 NariaDreaming said:

Jan 15, 2015 14:01:31 GMT -5 lemonliz said:

I'm so sorry @nariadreaming. Fucking shit, I hate IF. I thought this time things were looking differently this time. What did he bump you up to last time when your E2 skyrocketed? 200?

He bumped me to 175 last time, and then 200.

I bumped my damnself to 200 and then 225

Hopefully, then, 150 will give it a kick but not a rocket boost. UGH serious FX that it's not a rocket boost.  

[NariaDreaming]

Jan 15, 2015 14:13:41 GMT -5 lemonliz said:

Jan 15, 2015 14:08:34 GMT -5 NariaDreaming said:

He bumped me to 175 last time, and then 200.

I bumped my damnself to 200 and then 225

Hopefully, then, 150 will give it a kick but not a rocket boost. UGH serious FX that it's not a rocket boost.  

At this point since we've already resigned ourselves to a freeze-all, I'd even take the rocket boost

[lemonliz]

@nariadreaming I just can't seem to reconcile how so many follies are failing to produce E2. Did RE have any explanation for that?


I also have a question for anyone who's done Ganirelix/Cetrotide. RE said I might be starting Cetrotide tomorrow depending on how my E2 looked today. Will my follies continue to grow? I'm already starting out with jack-shit, and I don't want to lose whatever minimal progress is going on in there right now.

[NariaDreaming]

Jan 15, 2015 14:25:02 GMT -5 lemonliz said:

@nariadreaming I just can't seem to reconcile how so many follies are failing to produce E2. Did RE have any explanation for that?


I also have a question for anyone who's done Ganirelix/Cetrotide. RE said I might be starting Cetrotide tomorrow depending on how my E2 looked today. Will my follies continue to grow? I'm already starting out with jack-shit, and I don't want to lose whatever minimal progress is going on in there right now.

Fuck you're a genius.


I started ganirelix on Tuesday. It can curb E2 levels artificially but still result in follie growth.

[lemonliz]

Jan 15, 2015 14:43:11 GMT -5 NariaDreaming said:

Jan 15, 2015 14:25:02 GMT -5 lemonliz said:

@nariadreaming I just can't seem to reconcile how so many follies are failing to produce E2. Did RE have any explanation for that?


I also have a question for anyone who's done Ganirelix/Cetrotide. RE said I might be starting Cetrotide tomorrow depending on how my E2 looked today. Will my follies continue to grow? I'm already starting out with jack-shit, and I don't want to lose whatever minimal progress is going on in there right now.

Fuck you're a genius.


I started ganirelix on Tuesday. It can curb E2 levels artificially but still result in follie growth.

Ha, I was just throwing that question out there because you had me thinking about E2/follie#s but I'm glad the answer is applicable here for your situation! 

[nomnom]

Yay for lemonliz!

Still all the hugs over here too NariaDreaming.

[lillee]

NariaDreaming Sorry you are dealing with so much right now. I have everything crossed for you for this cycle. ((Hugs))

[SweetieShellie]

NariaDreaming im keeping my fx the Ganirelix is to blame!!!

[Smootiepie]

((Huge Hugs)) sweetie, way too much for one person to deal w/ in your last few days.

[bluefairy5]

I didn't know that about Ganirelix. Fingers, toes, eyes all crossed that your follies keep developing appropriately and the E2 is just related to the med, NariaDreaming!

[murrt]

Fingers crossed for you Naria!