Post by avswolf on Jul 2, 2016 10:08:02 GMT -5
I can't get into the board, so I'll put this here. I fucked up. I shared something I shouldn't have, in shock and wanting to get support and love for the person it happened to. I tried to delete the thread several times, but couldn't for whatever reason. Maybe it was because I was mobile, I don't know. But I did try. And I failed.
I never "played the victim" or made her tragedy about me. My hurt was because, instead of asking me to take it down maturely, and I understand now we were all emotional, I was rudely attacked for it while I was trying to fix it. But even this doesn't matter.
All that matters is I'm sorry. To Car seat Im sorry.
As for trying to come back last night, my intentions were to appologize. I said Hi first to see if you'd even welcome that. The first thing I get was "I'm surprised you weren't banned. You're not welcome." From a member I've always respected. I left and cried. I couldn't bring myself to come back.
My intentions are never malicious or self serving, but sometimes I'm pretty stupid in my actions.
I never "played the victim" or made her tragedy about me. My hurt was because, instead of asking me to take it down maturely, and I understand now we were all emotional, I was rudely attacked for it while I was trying to fix it. But even this doesn't matter.
All that matters is I'm sorry. To Car seat Im sorry.
As for trying to come back last night, my intentions were to appologize. I said Hi first to see if you'd even welcome that. The first thing I get was "I'm surprised you weren't banned. You're not welcome." From a member I've always respected. I left and cried. I couldn't bring myself to come back.
My intentions are never malicious or self serving, but sometimes I'm pretty stupid in my actions.