I need T&Ps

[Stormtroopooper]

I haven't been as active because school is crazy right now, but I could really use your prayers.

Because I have Li Fraumeni Syndrome, I'm at a ridiculously high risk for cancer. I have many preventative scans, MRIs, and ultrasounds done every year.

I had a breast MRI a couple weeks ago. They found something abnormal, so I had to go back for an ultrasound yesterday. The ultrasound was inconclusive. On Thursday I have to have an MRI-guided biopsy on the area.

I'm freaking out. The only think I could think of was just "please don't take me away from my son." I lost my dad when I was two. I don't want my kid to grow up without a mom.

No one in my family has survived a cancer diagnosis because of our genetic mutation.

I'm just not in a great place right now. Please pray the scan/biopsy is completely normal.

TL;DR - I'm at high risk for beast cancer. Have to have biopsy on Thurs. Prayers please.

[singingsea]

I'm sorry Stormtroopooper I'll be sending you all the positive vibes I can! In the meantime don't stress yourself out until you get the results. I know it's easier said than done. H just had a testicular cancer scare and had to do testing. FX it's nothing.

[wineandcake]

I'm so sorry you're going through this Stormtroopooper. I'll be sending lots of healthy vibes your way. Try not to stress and relax for now.

[kleigh926]

I'm so sorry you are dealing with this. Praying for you. Keep us updated

[colinsfebmommy]

I am praying so hard for you. I am so sorry for what you are going through please keep us updated

[creepyeyeball]

Praying for you. I had a scare like this last year and know how hard it is.

[brachysira]

This sounds very scary. Sending healthy thoughts your way.

[mishka29]

I'm very sorry you are dealing with this. Prayers for you!

[sagen]

So many thoughts and prayers ((hugs)))

[pinkie]

I'm thinking lots of good thoughts for you!!

[seadragon2013]

I will keep you in my prayers.

[crimsonandclover]

How scary - I really hope it's nothing.

[dc2london]

I am sending all the good and loving thoughts your way. And hugs. So many of those

[Stormtroopooper]

Biopsy is done. They said I should know something tomorrow. I'm worried sick and stuck at home by myself. This sucks.

[colinsfebmommy]

Jul 21, 2016 13:17:24 GMT -5 Stormtroopooper said:

Biopsy is done. They said I should know something tomorrow. I'm worried sick and stuck at home by myself. This sucks.

I am thinking and praying so hard for you. Try your best to do something you love to help you relax, even though I know it must be impossible. 

[beenandgone]

Prayers!!!

[cinnasugar]

Hugs, fingers crossed for good news.

[pinkie]

Hoping for good news!

[kleigh926]

Praying again. Many hugs

[hereweare]

Prayers!

[Stormtroopooper]

It's benign!!!! Thank you so much for your thoughts and prayers. I really appreciate it.

[seadragon2013]

Yay!!! I'm so happy to hear that

[colinsfebmommy]

What relief and a greAt start to the weekend!

[kleigh926]

Awesome!!! My heart was heavy for you last night as I thought about how scary it must have been. So happy to hear this!!!

[beenandgone]

Yay!!!!!!

[pinkie]

I'm so happy to hear your great news

[Stormtroopooper]

Jul 22, 2016 10:30:13 GMT -5 kleigh926 said:

Awesome!!! My heart was heavy for you last night as I thought about how scary it must have been. So happy to hear this!!!

It's the scariest thing I've been through. My father died of brain cancer when I was two. My biggest fear is my son growing up without his mom. I don't care about myself. I can handle myself. I just don't want him to go through what I did. And he has special needs that only I can care for.

This experience has solidified my decision to have a prophylactic double mastectomy. They can take whatever body part they want. I'm going to be here for my son. I'm going to wait until after our adoption though because I want to breastfeed our baby.

I just wanted to thank y'all again for your T&Ps. It really meant a lot to me.

[Stormtroopooper]

My H stayed home from work today. We're taking our son somewhere fun.

[Meghanfelldown]

Sending love and prayers your way! I'm sorry that you have to go through this. I have no real advice but I'm still dealing with my cancer diagnosis from 14 months ago - I have an MRI next week, so I can empathize with he fear you're feeling. Love to you, mama!

[Stormtroopooper]

Jul 23, 2016 0:27:52 GMT -5 Meghanfelldown said:

Sending love and prayers your way! I'm sorry that you have to go through this. I have no real advice but I'm still dealing with my cancer diagnosis from 14 months ago - I have an MRI next week, so I can empathize with he fear you're feeling. Love to you, mama!

I didn't know you had cancer. I'm so sorry. I should've put a trigger warning in my post.

My biopsy came back benign, but I still feel nervous. Last night I dreamed they called back and said they did find something.

I have PTSD from my dad's, grandmother's, and nephew's cancer experiences, so shit like this just rocks my world for a while. Last year I had to have a brain MRI because I was experiencing vertigo, and I was a mess. This one was worse because they actually found something to biopsy.

All that to say, please feel free to PM if you ever need to talk. I haven't personally been through cancer, but I know it well. Praying for you.