newborn effects on marriage
Oct 7, 2016 6:40:58 GMT -5
Post by spicysalmonroll on Oct 7, 2016 6:40:58 GMT -5
H & I never fought before the baby and now it's every night. So basically I do 98% of the taking care of DS + household cleaning and cooking. He's a great father and loves the baby to death but he uses my breastfeeding as an excuse to do nothing. As I've mentioned before, he gives me shit about the lack of sex life right now- hello- I go to bed at 8pm with DS- I'm tired and your penis is the last fucking thing I care about right now.
Last night he asked me to rub his legs and back before bed like I used to pre-pregnancy. I did it for 10 minutes while surfing my phone and then said I was going to sleep. Instead of saying thank you he said "well that was fucking cheap, you couldn't put your phone down for 5 minutes to do a good job". I was like excuse me?! I could have gone to bed 10 minutes ago, and he said "you should have if that's all you were going to do". I said since we've returned from our walk 2 hours ago I've done EVERYTHING with DS to get him calmed down, fed, and asleep while you spent that whole time doing your own thing. Now that I get my first 5 minutes to sit down and do my thing- you expect me to dedicate that time to YOU? You owe me an apology. Do you not comprehend that I don't get 5 minutes to myself? Well he slept on the couch and didn't apologize.
I feel like I'm going to snap. I'm giving 110% to DS every day and I don't have any left to give myself or give to him. I feel like it's unfair of him to ask me to give him anything these first few months. If anything, I should be the one getting pampered and getting backrubs, not him expecting them for himself! Like he just doesn't understand that he comes last now. I've made 1,000 sacrifices of things I want daily, but he hasn't had to make any. Of course once DS is like 6 months to a year and I have more time to myself, and more sleep I will absolutely make more effort towards H, but we're not at that stage yet.
So do you think H is being unreasonable? Do you think I am being unreasonable?
How has the adjustment been on your marriage?
Last night he asked me to rub his legs and back before bed like I used to pre-pregnancy. I did it for 10 minutes while surfing my phone and then said I was going to sleep. Instead of saying thank you he said "well that was fucking cheap, you couldn't put your phone down for 5 minutes to do a good job". I was like excuse me?! I could have gone to bed 10 minutes ago, and he said "you should have if that's all you were going to do". I said since we've returned from our walk 2 hours ago I've done EVERYTHING with DS to get him calmed down, fed, and asleep while you spent that whole time doing your own thing. Now that I get my first 5 minutes to sit down and do my thing- you expect me to dedicate that time to YOU? You owe me an apology. Do you not comprehend that I don't get 5 minutes to myself? Well he slept on the couch and didn't apologize.
I feel like I'm going to snap. I'm giving 110% to DS every day and I don't have any left to give myself or give to him. I feel like it's unfair of him to ask me to give him anything these first few months. If anything, I should be the one getting pampered and getting backrubs, not him expecting them for himself! Like he just doesn't understand that he comes last now. I've made 1,000 sacrifices of things I want daily, but he hasn't had to make any. Of course once DS is like 6 months to a year and I have more time to myself, and more sleep I will absolutely make more effort towards H, but we're not at that stage yet.
So do you think H is being unreasonable? Do you think I am being unreasonable?
How has the adjustment been on your marriage?