It's just after 9 and I'm calling it a night. Between sinuses ands my period I'm just beat. I've been replaying my interview in my head all day, I just need to stop. I just really hope I get it.
E & I just got back from the hospital. They moved her out of ICU. She's still breathing. Her temperature and blood oxygen levels are dropping more quickly now though. She is only on morphine, no fluids or feeding tube for 3 days now. It's only a matter of time, but no one knows exactly how long.
My mom told me that they told her she'd been asking for her over the weekend. Asking everyone if they could please get her there. Telling them to tell my mom she's sorry over and over, and also alluding to the abuse that none of them know about. So that was quite hard on my mom to hear.
That must be so hard for your mom amberlie. I've been thinking about her a lot today. I hope she is able to find peace, family relationships can be so screwed up and hard.
Post by tmclawchick on Oct 12, 2016 20:22:33 GMT -5
I'm so grouchy tonight. I hopped back on FB and saw my mother talking about how she's "so sick of having to be politically correct" and defending Trump.
ampaints it's definitely hard on her. I think she feels guilty for not going up there earlier, but we truly didn't know the extent or the timeline until it was too late. But she's been sitting up there 12 hours/day yesterday and today, holding her hand and playing old country music for her mother. I don't know if I could do that if I were in her shoes, knowing what my grandmother and her husband did. It doesn't help things that the rest of the family seems a bit hostile toward my mother - they don't have any idea about what happened. They just know my mom didnt show up until yesterday. My grandmother has never admitted or acknowledged it until Sunday and then she became comatose on Monday.
Boss decided to have a conversation about nuclear war and health care all day, the trump thing is making me rage, people are stupid, and yeah...I hate facebook! Lol I need to chill.
W's having a tough night over here. All of his molars are coming through at once. He slept in my bed for a couple hours but just woke up and started trying to look out the window and play with my phone. So back to the crib he went. But then he wouldn't calm down so I slept on his floor next to the crib for about an hour. Just got back to my own bed. So tired.
I'm up at 1am studying and drinking a Harpoon hard cider because of jet lag. Thankfully my traveling koala finally fell asleep. I need her travel mojo.
W's having a tough night over here. All of his molars are coming through at once. He slept in my bed for a couple hours but just woke up and started trying to look out the window and play with my phone. So back to the crib he went. But then he wouldn't calm down so I slept on his floor next to the crib for about an hour. Just got back to my own bed. So tired.
This was us a month ago. All 4 at once. It was miserable. I hope they finish cutting soon and everyone gets some rest.
I wandered Target for two hours. It was fucking glorious. I only spent $120. Good deals. They have a wand that lights up in the dollar spot. Awesome distraction for diaper changes. I wish I had gotten more.
Post by tmclawchick on Oct 13, 2016 5:30:39 GMT -5
Alright I'm up and in a better mood. I vented to DH last night about feeling moody, then we snuggled and watched South Park because why not right?
Still sick but definitely feeling a little better today, thank goodness. Running errands after I drop DS off at school, then karate tonight. And staying off FB FFS.
Poor DS has 8 teeth all trying to come through at once. He's not sleeping much, so neither am I. I've been struggling with headaches all week as a result of not sleeping. So thankful it's almost the weekend and DH will be home to help.
I need to figure out what to make for dinner today, as well get some cleaning done. And laundry. How is there always so much laundry?!
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