Panic Attacks and Getting Pregnant
Feb 18, 2015 11:36:17 GMT -5
Post by daisy818 on Feb 18, 2015 11:36:17 GMT -5
I have generalized anxiety but my main issue is a severe phobia (emetophobia, which for me is an irrational fear of others vomiting - rather unfortunate for having kids). Exposure to my trigger causes a massive panic attack - heart rate jumpes to near 200, sweating, dizziness, fight or flight, racing thoughts, shaking, whole nine yards. I have tried a number of things - cognitive behavioral therapy, self-guided hypnosis, deep breathing exercises, etc. I started this all within the last two years because I got engaged to a man with a kid (who unfortunately is also very anxious about everything to the point that he makes himself throw up) and also want to have a kid of my own. The problem with my phobia is that it's hard to know if it's working - unlike a fear of heights or crowds, where you can do a controlled test to find out if you are improving, I just have to wait for an out-of-the-blue episode of someone puking in front of me to see if my therapy has helped. So far, that hasn't happened but I've been able to tolerate babies spitting up and have cleaned up dog puke twice. Baby steps.
Tl;dr: I *think* cognitive behavioral therapy has helped my phobia-induced panic attacks, which have never been treated with medication. Would definitely recommend therapy. Also, I have a weird-ass phobia.
I did an intense, six week exposure therapy program to improve myself. Best decision I've ever made. Emetophobia ruined parts of my childhood and still is a problem in areas of my adulthood. But, I do feel myself getting better. It's an uphill battle that you have to want to fight.
Have you ever seen the Monty Python skit with Mr. Creosote? Fucking Mr. Creosote. Don't google it if you've never seen it. He's a very fat mat who loves eating, goes to a restaurant, and spends the whole time puking because he's eaten everything in sight. That skit makes most people laugh, but I bawled my eyes out and turned it off when I first saw it. NOPE.
I'm so glad to hear that your therapy helped. This phobia seems so silly to others but it can be so debilitating. I first started showing signs of it at age 3 (from my mother's severe morning sickness with my siblings) - if she so much as coughed I would run and hide, covering my ears and rocking back and forth to comfort myself. She still feels so guilty.