Sadness. Trigger City. Proceed with Caution.

[mrstommyshelby]

I didn't think I'd be writing one of these but my appointment did not go well today. I should be 8w3d and the baby looks to have stopped growing at 6w.  I'm really sad right now. I am good with perspective and have been generally very lucky with things TTC related so I'm going to be alright eventually.  The Dr said all signs point to bad genetic luck with the wrong egg and wrong sperm meeting up and there was never a heart beat.  I'm going to take a day or two to process mentally and then take that medicine stuff. 

Hanging here was really fun for me.  Everyone was really nice.  Special shout outs to riverraine and blackmamba that I think liked every post I ever posted.  Rama you did this too but I can't remember your tag.  and yogini kiki your thread yesterday was so well timed!  I wanted to drink with you for real.

I hate even posting this because I don't want everyone else to get nervous but I sort of hyper posted so it may have bene weird if I just never came back.  Best of luck to everyone and I will check back in from time to time.

[trinitrotoluene]

Oh no! I'm so sorry! Be kind to yourself. We will miss you!

[riverraine]

Oh, no, mrstommyshelby. I'm so so sorry to hear this. Sending hugs to you and your family and strength to get through the next few days and weeks. I already had a TCF crush on you and hope to see you posting on another BMB soon.

[sunshineandbabytoes]

So sorry to hear this. T &p s your way.

[mrstommyshelby]

trinitrotoluene, I am coming back during season 3 of C X-GF and we are discussing! You were my first friend (we are internet friends right? Can't deny me know ) that watched the show!

I still can't stop posting.

[mimi]

I'm so sorry. Take care of yourself.

[NariaDreaming]

I am so incredibly sorry. Be gentle with yourself.

[trinitrotoluene]

Mar 17, 2017 10:46:04 GMT -5 mrstommyshelby said:

trinitrotoluene, I am coming back during season 3 of C X-GF and we are discussing! You were my first friend (we are internet friends right? Can't deny me know ) that watched the show!

I still can't stop posting.

Of course we are internet friends! Looking forward to talking about it with you!

[thatgirlrachel]

Sending you all of the hugs. You'll always be an O17 mom and I hope you'll come back and post as often as you want once you're ready. Take care of yourself.

[CoachTsWife]

Oh mrstommyshelby, I'm so very sorry. Sending all the internet hugs to you. I enjoyed your "hyper-posting" and we will sure miss you.

[mommabakes]

I'm so sorry lady, take care of yourself.

[Deleted]

I'm so sorry. Sending thoughts your way.

[bubblefan]

((Hugs)) I am so sorry.

[cougarette]

Dammit. I'm so sorry. Take care of yourself.

[brittneysandra]

I'm so sorry, you will be missed around here for sure so come back anytime! Take care of yourself

[Rama]

Oh, no, mrstommyshelby, I'm so, so sorry. I hate to see this from you. Please be kind to yourself and pass my condolences on to your SO. If you ever feel like hanging out, don't be a stranger.

I hung around with my loss BMB (August 16) all throughout their pregnancies and I still have a very close bond with them, so if something like that interests you, you will always be welcome here. <3 *biggest hugs*

[starmile]

Oh no, I'm so very sorry. Please be kind to yourself in the coming weeks and months.

[rachydc]

mrstommyshelby, I'm so very sorry. Sending you light. Please take care of yourself and feel free to stick around!

[danvers]

I'm so, so sorry. Be kind to yourself in the coming days and weeks. ((hugs))

[carsaidyes]

I hate reading this. Be kind to yourself. So many hugs and T&P your way.

[augustblooms]

I'm so sorry. Please take care of yourself.

[kj808]

Oh no, I'm so so sorry to hear this. I haven't been here very long, but I enjoy your posts. You'll always be an Oct17 mama! Please take care of yourself during this difficult time.

[Cythe]

Fuuuuck, I'm so sorry. I will miss you around here.

[thecatsmeow]

I am so sorry. Please take care of yourself. So many hugs your way.
I also have really enjoyed your participation on the board and getting to "know" you!

[gamergirl360]

I am so sad to read this. I'm so so sorry. I really hope you do come back to chat, whenever you feel like it. Big hugs.

PS I'm almost halfway through the first season of C X-GF. Thank you for introducing it to me, I love it.

[mommaashley12]

I am so sorry for your loss.

[London]

I am so very sorry for your loss.

[mrstommyshelby]

Everyone thank you for these genuine kind words. They mean more to me than you know!

If anyone has a MMC experience where you took cyrotec (sp?) and you don't mind talking about it can you PM me? I checked out the loss board. It's not super active and the more I read the more scared I got.

Anyway, I will be back. I will celebrate a future positive test and passing of this awful milestone by coming back and sharing my Mardi Gras Story.

[rm2013]

mrstommyshelby I'm so sorry to hear this. I've really enjoyed getting to know you and I'm so sorry for your loss. I had a MMC in October and leaned heavily on my 2015 BMB and May 17 TCF ladies to make an informed decision on how to proceed. I'll send you a PM. Hugs 💗💗💗

[yogini kiki]

Oh mrstommyshelby, I am so sorry. Be good to yourself. I too would drink with you anytime, and I wish I could buy you one right now. I have really enjoyed posting with you Hugs to your whole family.