Post by msmarvel98 on Feb 21, 2015 15:20:16 GMT -5
I've been lurking on this board for a couple of days. Quick history, MH and I started ttgp 5 years ago. Exactly 1 year ago we got our BFP, and lost it at 6 week 4 days, we never heard a heartbeat. This year we got another BFP surprise, due to ScH I had 2 early ultrasounds and heard 2 great heartbeats. I was 100% sure this was our rainbow. Then 3 days ago the cramping started, I passed everything 2 nights ago. I go Monday for a confirmation u/s and some bloodwork. Mentally, I'm doing as ok as you can expect. Due to my previous loss, I kept a distance from this pregnancy. I was forced to tell my coworkers due to the type of job I have, and they often commented on my lack of excitement. My biggest worry is that I'll never be able to have a fun pregnancy, only fear and distance.
My doctor will be referring me to an RE, with any luck we'll get our rainbow one day.
I'm so sorry you find yourself here. I would definitely encourage you to find that RE. I've been going to one ever since I hit the year mark with no BFP (ok, actually 11 months). I hope he/she helps you find your rainbow.
Married 01-04-2013 *AMA* 40 in June 2015 **1-19-15 Childless, not by choice" 1st EDD- 12-02-13 MC 5/1/13 @4w6d 2nd EDD 11-13-14 MC 4/15/14: discovered 1st twin @5w 2nd twin @10w 3Rd BFP- 10-10-14 EDD 6/16/15: MC 10-16-14 @5w2d
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