Post by youdontsay on Mar 27, 2015 11:58:10 GMT -5
This isn't too scandalous but here goes:
I hated my wedding. HATED it. I loved who I married, he's awesome but I wanted a small destination wedding, MIL was against it so I had the cookie-cutter wedding. I'm just glad my photographer did an awesome job, but if I had to do it over again, beach is better.
My FFFC is kind of sad, really: My anti-depressants clearly weren't doing their job yesterday. From about lunchtime until bedtime, I was a hot mess. I was starving, but didn't know what I wanted, I was frustrating DH because it was my night to decide on and cook dinner. I went to the store and proceeded to wander aimlessly through the aisles for half an hour because everything that sounded good wasn't healthy and everything healthy sounded horrible. I almost broke down in the middle of the grocery store. We've been doing so well with out training/eating/working out that I didn't want to derail it with anything. I seriously considered going to bed without dinner. Because my depressed brain was spiraling out of control about losing weight and keeping it off. I also told DH part of me wanted to go back to the me 100 pounds heavier and not give a damn about what I ate. Which is not true at all, I'm so much happier and healthier this way, but my mind was so off yesterday.
I also ended up taking another Prozac before bed and two this morning to try to fight off whatever is going on in there. I think IF is just really getting to me this month for some reason!
That sucks and I'm sorry you are going through it. I've been there and know how frustrating it is to know you are upset and being irrational but have no idea why. It's lonely, embarrassing, and draining. I hope things get better for you soon. *hugs*
My FFFC is kind of sad, really: My anti-depressants clearly weren't doing their job yesterday. From about lunchtime until bedtime, I was a hot mess. I was starving, but didn't know what I wanted, I was frustrating DH because it was my night to decide on and cook dinner. I went to the store and proceeded to wander aimlessly through the aisles for half an hour because everything that sounded good wasn't healthy and everything healthy sounded horrible. I almost broke down in the middle of the grocery store. We've been doing so well with out training/eating/working out that I didn't want to derail it with anything. I seriously considered going to bed without dinner. Because my depressed brain was spiraling out of control about losing weight and keeping it off. I also told DH part of me wanted to go back to the me 100 pounds heavier and not give a damn about what I ate. Which is not true at all, I'm so much happier and healthier this way, but my mind was so off yesterday.
I also ended up taking another Prozac before bed and two this morning to try to fight off whatever is going on in there. I think IF is just really getting to me this month for some reason!
Post by longhornwino0907 on Mar 27, 2015 12:02:04 GMT -5
@pugsandwine, ♪♫choppinbroccoli♫♪, SheilaTheTank, achromia, thanks ladies! I'm hoping it'll pass soon. Every few months it seems like I have a day or two when my meds just don't quite do their job, and yesterday was one of those days. I seem to be slowly getting back to my normal self throughout today, though, which is a huge relief!
@pugsandwine, ♪♫choppinbroccoli♫♪, SheilaTheTank, achromia, thanks ladies! I'm hoping it'll pass soon. Every few months it seems like I have a day or two when my meds just don't quite do their job, and yesterday was one of those days. I seem to be slowly getting back to my normal self throughout today, though, which is a huge relief!
I find that hunger exacerbates the problem which then turns into a viscious cycle of cranky because i'm hungry but don't know what to eat cause i'm cranky.
My FFFC is kind of sad, really: My anti-depressants clearly weren't doing their job yesterday. From about lunchtime until bedtime, I was a hot mess. I was starving, but didn't know what I wanted, I was frustrating DH because it was my night to decide on and cook dinner. I went to the store and proceeded to wander aimlessly through the aisles for half an hour because everything that sounded good wasn't healthy and everything healthy sounded horrible. I almost broke down in the middle of the grocery store. We've been doing so well with out training/eating/working out that I didn't want to derail it with anything. I seriously considered going to bed without dinner. Because my depressed brain was spiraling out of control about losing weight and keeping it off. I also told DH part of me wanted to go back to the me 100 pounds heavier and not give a damn about what I ate. Which is not true at all, I'm so much happier and healthier this way, but my mind was so off yesterday.
I also ended up taking another Prozac before bed and two this morning to try to fight off whatever is going on in there. I think IF is just really getting to me this month for some reason!
I'm sorry you're having a rough time. I hope you can get through whatever it is and feel better soon. Do you have an appt with your psych soon to discuss maybe changing meds if these aren't at the right dosage?
Post by samanthasays on Mar 27, 2015 12:10:36 GMT -5
I am only Facebook friends with one of my Ex's, and the reason why is SO shallow. We went out in HS, I was his first, and he is now a successful actor. I just like knowing that I deflowered the now super hot and famous guy. He was not nearly as attractive in HS, and was the stereotypical weird drama kid (not in a bad way, I was obviously into it). I still remember his dick, short, but nice and thick.
Last Edit: Mar 27, 2015 12:11:04 GMT -5 by samanthasays
July 2013 started TTC 7/20/2014=BFP; CP confirmed 8/1/2014 Dec 2014: Diagnosis = Unexplained IF 12/24/2014 Medicated TI (clomid)=BFN 1/22/2015: IUI #1 cancelled due to cyst 02/17/2015: IUI #2 cancelled due to another cyst 3/31/2015: IUI with Femera, 1 good follie, great sperm count = CP, my December Rainbow became an Angel
I am only Facebook friends with one of my Ex's, and the reason why is SO shallow. We went out in HS, I was his first, and he is now a successful actor. I just like knowing that I deflowered the now super hot and famous guy. He was not nearly as attractive in HS, and was the stereotypical weird drama kid (not in a bad way, I was obviously into it). I still remember his dick, short, but nice and thick.
You can't just drop this information in here without AT LEAST giving a clue or something.
Number One: Born 06.16.2009 BFP: 01.17.2014 / MC 02.05.2014 BFP: 03.08.2014 / MMC: 05.07.2014 Dx: Partial Molar/GTD. Benched until 01.2015 Number Two: Born 07.22.2016
My FFFC is kind of sad, really: My anti-depressants clearly weren't doing their job yesterday. From about lunchtime until bedtime, I was a hot mess. I was starving, but didn't know what I wanted, I was frustrating DH because it was my night to decide on and cook dinner. I went to the store and proceeded to wander aimlessly through the aisles for half an hour because everything that sounded good wasn't healthy and everything healthy sounded horrible. I almost broke down in the middle of the grocery store. We've been doing so well with out training/eating/working out that I didn't want to derail it with anything. I seriously considered going to bed without dinner. Because my depressed brain was spiraling out of control about losing weight and keeping it off. I also told DH part of me wanted to go back to the me 100 pounds heavier and not give a damn about what I ate. Which is not true at all, I'm so much happier and healthier this way, but my mind was so off yesterday.
I also ended up taking another Prozac before bed and two this morning to try to fight off whatever is going on in there. I think IF is just really getting to me this month for some reason!
I'm sorry you're having a rough time. I hope you can get through whatever it is and feel better soon. Do you have an appt with your psych soon to discuss maybe changing meds if these aren't at the right dosage?
I don't. Actually, my GP prescribed them to me. I've been on an array of meds since high school. He actually suggested me going off meds completely when we started TTC, but I told him with my obsessive personality and tendency toward spiraling thoughts, I didn't feel comfortable going off of them. The dosage is normally fine. I think it's just been a perfect storm this time of third IUI, trying to stay positive but really feeling like this isn't our month either, having my FIL be really unsupportive of our IF treatments, and then just being freaking starving!
I am only Facebook friends with one of my Ex's, and the reason why is SO shallow. We went out in HS, I was his first, and he is now a successful actor. I just like knowing that I deflowered the now super hot and famous guy. He was not nearly as attractive in HS, and was the stereotypical weird drama kid (not in a bad way, I was obviously into it). I still remember his dick, short, but nice and thick.
You can't just drop this information in here without AT LEAST giving a clue or something.
I'm sorry you're having a rough time. I hope you can get through whatever it is and feel better soon. Do you have an appt with your psych soon to discuss maybe changing meds if these aren't at the right dosage?
I don't. Actually, my GP prescribed them to me. I've been on an array of meds since high school. He actually suggested me going off meds completely when we started TTC, but I told him with my obsessive personality and tendency toward spiraling thoughts, I didn't feel comfortable going off of them. The dosage is normally fine. I think it's just been a perfect storm this time of third IUI, trying to stay positive but really feeling like this isn't our month either, having my FIL be really unsupportive of our IF treatments, and then just being freaking starving!
I'm sorry. I hope the storm settles and you can see the sun soon. I hate when things like that come up and seem to mess up everything. *hugs*
Post by NatalieDavid on Mar 27, 2015 12:18:50 GMT -5
My FFFC is I hate beer! So much so that I've never drank more than a sip of any kind of beer in my entire life. I always like to take a sip of people's beer to see if I ever find one I like, I've never found one worth a second taste.
I am only Facebook friends with one of my Ex's, and the reason why is SO shallow. We went out in HS, I was his first, and he is now a successful actor. I just like knowing that I deflowered the now super hot and famous guy. He was not nearly as attractive in HS, and was the stereotypical weird drama kid (not in a bad way, I was obviously into it). I still remember his dick, short, but nice and thick.
Married 10/10/10! TTC Baby #1 since April 2014 BFP Oct 16 - EP terminated Nov 6 2014 Off the Bench January 2015! BFP #2 June 1 2015 - EDD Feb 12 2016! Baby Boy born 15th February 2016!
He is mainly known for being in a CW series. His first break was a Disney channel movie. His first and last name that he is known by are both 4 letters. If anyone figures this out I will be SUPER impressed he is not US weekly famous, which is good because I read US weekly in the bath tub and it might get into creepy territory to read about him while naked...
Edited to add we did NOT go to the same HS. I actually didnt date anyone from my HS.
Last Edit: Mar 27, 2015 12:27:36 GMT -5 by samanthasays
July 2013 started TTC 7/20/2014=BFP; CP confirmed 8/1/2014 Dec 2014: Diagnosis = Unexplained IF 12/24/2014 Medicated TI (clomid)=BFN 1/22/2015: IUI #1 cancelled due to cyst 02/17/2015: IUI #2 cancelled due to another cyst 3/31/2015: IUI with Femera, 1 good follie, great sperm count = CP, my December Rainbow became an Angel
He is mainly known for being in a CW series. His first break was a Disney channel movie. His first and last name that he is known by are both 4 letters. If anyone figures this out I will be SUPER impressed he is not US weekly famous, which is good because I read US weekly in the bath tub and it might get into creepy territory to read about him while naked...
Married 10/10/10! TTC Baby #1 since April 2014 BFP Oct 16 - EP terminated Nov 6 2014 Off the Bench January 2015! BFP #2 June 1 2015 - EDD Feb 12 2016! Baby Boy born 15th February 2016!
My FFFC is I hate beer! So much so that I've never drank more than a sip of any kind of beer in my entire life. I always like to take a sip of people's beer to see if I ever find one I like, I've never found one worth a second taste.
I have only finished one beer in my life, it was through a straw. B LOVES beer, so I will try a sip every once in awhile but never have had one that I liked.
He is mainly known for being in a CW series. His first break was a Disney channel movie. His first and last name that he is known by are both 4 letters. If anyone figures this out I will be SUPER impressed he is not US weekly famous, which is good because I read US weekly in the bath tub and it might get into creepy territory to read about him while naked...
Edited to add we did NOT go to the same HS. I actually didnt date anyone from my HS.
My FFFC: One of the biggest reasons I rarely post on FB is out of fear that a particular exBF will see anything currently going on in my life. We have too many mutual friends from HS. All of my stuff is kept private but I am extra paranoid. He also regularly requests to be my friend. Never gonna happen.
H and his ex (dated for 7 years) are still friends on FB. And it makes me horribly jealous when she posts on his wall or likes a status. One of the many benefits of deactivating my account is that I no longer have to see her name pop up when she likes something of mine that he's tagged in.
In all honesty - if my H's ex was engaging with him on FB (posting stuff to his wall, liking statuses) I would put a stop to that right now. I think that is crossing the line and I'd be pissed!
He is mainly known for being in a CW series. His first break was a Disney channel movie. His first and last name that he is known by are both 4 letters. If anyone figures this out I will be SUPER impressed he is not US weekly famous, which is good because I read US weekly in the bath tub and it might get into creepy territory to read about him while naked...
Edited to add we did NOT go to the same HS. I actually didnt date anyone from my HS.
He is mainly known for being in a CW series. His first break was a Disney channel movie. His first and last name that he is known by are both 4 letters. If anyone figures this out I will be SUPER impressed he is not US weekly famous, which is good because I read US weekly in the bath tub and it might get into creepy territory to read about him while naked...
Edited to add we did NOT go to the same HS. I actually didnt date anyone from my HS.
He is mainly known for being in a CW series. His first break was a Disney channel movie. His first and last name that he is known by are both 4 letters. If anyone figures this out I will be SUPER impressed he is not US weekly famous, which is good because I read US weekly in the bath tub and it might get into creepy territory to read about him while naked...
Edited to add we did NOT go to the same HS. I actually didnt date anyone from my HS.
H and his ex (dated for 7 years) are still friends on FB. And it makes me horribly jealous when she posts on his wall or likes a status. One of the many benefits of deactivating my account is that I no longer have to see her name pop up when she likes something of mine that he's tagged in.
In all honesty - if my H's ex was engaging with him on FB (posting stuff to his wall, liking statuses) I would put a stop to that right now. I think that is crossing the line and I'd be pissed!
He knows it bothers me. And he has put a stop to her sending him messages. He's just not an "unfriender" and I've told him as long as he's completely open with me about any contact he has with her, then I'll do my best to not obsess over it. She's dropped off lately, thank God!
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