Number One: Born 06.16.2009 BFP: 01.17.2014 / MC 02.05.2014 BFP: 03.08.2014 / MMC: 05.07.2014 Dx: Partial Molar/GTD. Benched until 01.2015 Number Two: Born 07.22.2016
Post by notthedroids on Apr 4, 2015 19:15:17 GMT -5
Debbie downer moment. I just ugly cried for like twenty minutes. H went to check on the baby bunnies and all three were dead. I know there was nothing we could do but it totally breaks my heart. And then coming inside a stupid commercial playing here comes peter cotton tail was on because lets just throw a little salt in the wound.
Anyway im drinking more now and dedicating it to the bunnies.
I'm sorry about shitty days and all, but can we not with the love fest tonight? I just want to fucking drink and have fun, and not be living in a pity party.
But Nacho I fucking love you so hard! Please hold my hand for a round of kumbaya??
Number One: Born 06.16.2009 BFP: 01.17.2014 / MC 02.05.2014 BFP: 03.08.2014 / MMC: 05.07.2014 Dx: Partial Molar/GTD. Benched until 01.2015 Number Two: Born 07.22.2016
SERIOUSLY!!! I think we need to have a daily debbie downer thread for everyone to post their worries, and get all the hugs. Sometimes I don't feel like giving out hugs. I'm an asshole.
Engaged May 2003 Married June 2005 TTC #1 since October 2014 H-1% morph, low motility, low count Me-.1 AMH levels, low AFC, DOR/POI, perimenopause Foster Care journey begins March 2016-licensed 11/7/16 Foster parents to A & J 1/31/17 www.fertilityfriend.com/home/5525ef
I'm sorry about shitty days and all, but can we not with the love fest tonight? I just want to fucking drink and have fun, and not be living in a pity party.
Met in May 2011 Engaged November 2011 Married November 2013 Started TTC November 2015 Began Infertility Workup November 2016 BFP! Lucky #13 Cycle TTC Due Date: 9/5/2017
I just poured a glass of wine. My brother is still in the hospital with his lungs functioning at 40%, H is out of town (which meant a sleepless night for me last night), I got yelled at at work, and when I got home there was a massive bill for D&C-related stuff waiting for me (H and I thought we paid the worst of it already, and drained our HSA - joke's on us, I guess). I also just made an ass of myself and hurt people's feelings. I'm honestly not sure today could get shittier. I might finish the whole fucking bottle.
Super big and creepy hugs. My thoughts are with your brother. I hope he starts doing better soon.
Thanks, to you and everyone else who's asked about him/sent good thoughts. It's hard right now because he switched to a hospital that is better at providing the kind of care he needs, but is an hour away instead of 15 minutes away, and it's way harder for me to get to see him during visiting hours. I hate that he has to go through this shit. But he's the strongest person I know and he's getting excellent care now, so I should be more optimistic.
I'm sorry about shitty days and all, but can we not with the love fest tonight? I just want to fucking drink and have fun, and not be living in a pity party.
I'm sorry about shitty days and all, but can we not with the love fest tonight? I just want to fucking drink and have fun, and not be living in a pity party.
YOU WILL PITY ME!!!
NOT WHILE I'M DRINKING. but eventually, I will sober up.
Debbie downer moment. I just ugly cried for like twenty minutes. H went to check on the baby bunnies and all three were dead. I know there was nothing we could do but it totally breaks my heart. And then coming inside a stupid commercial playing here comes peter cotton tail was on because lets just throw a little salt in the wound.
Anyway im drinking more now and dedicating it to the bunnies.
I feel like my lyfe choices [breast-feeding] are the reason I'm not KTFU right now. I know that's not true. I know that's not necessarily why they (the people that got marked today) are right now, but drunk me.... Having a hard time with this right now.
Let me preface this by saying that I don't want to negate or ignore your feels. But BFing is life's birth control. To protect you and your body from having babies too close together. As someone who had babies 20 months apart, it was a huge struggle. Was it enough of a struggle that I'm not already trying again? No. But now that I have a 1 year old and a 2 year old I understand why people wait. 2 u 2 is hard as shit. But also, ::hugs:: nobody else's timeline is your timeline.
I know you're so right. I just want it. And knowing I won't/can't have it really fucking sucks some days. But you are 100% on point with this.
SERIOUSLY!!! I think we need to have a daily debbie downer thread for everyone to post their worries, and get all the hugs. Sometimes I don't feel like giving out hugs. I'm an asshole.
SERIOUSLY!!! I think we need to have a daily debbie downer thread for everyone to post their worries, and get all the hugs. Sometimes I don't feel like giving out hugs. I'm an asshole.
So I SHOULDN'T talk about my pet salamander dying?
SERIOUSLY!!! I think we need to have a daily debbie downer thread for everyone to post their worries, and get all the hugs. Sometimes I don't feel like giving out hugs. I'm an asshole.
I'm right there with you.
But the last thing we need is a place for more whining around here.
Met in May 2011 Engaged November 2011 Married November 2013 Started TTC November 2015 Began Infertility Workup November 2016 BFP! Lucky #13 Cycle TTC Due Date: 9/5/2017
SERIOUSLY!!! I think we need to have a daily debbie downer thread for everyone to post their worries, and get all the hugs. Sometimes I don't feel like giving out hugs. I'm an asshole.
Met in May 2011 Engaged November 2011 Married November 2013 Started TTC November 2015 Began Infertility Workup November 2016 BFP! Lucky #13 Cycle TTC Due Date: 9/5/2017
Debbie downer moment. I just ugly cried for like twenty minutes. H went to check on the baby bunnies and all three were dead. I know there was nothing we could do but it totally breaks my heart. And then coming inside a stupid commercial playing here comes peter cotton tail was on because lets just throw a little salt in the wound.
Anyway im drinking more now and dedicating it to the bunnies.
Number One: Born 06.16.2009 BFP: 01.17.2014 / MC 02.05.2014 BFP: 03.08.2014 / MMC: 05.07.2014 Dx: Partial Molar/GTD. Benched until 01.2015 Number Two: Born 07.22.2016
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