Post by leenziepops on Apr 6, 2015 19:12:58 GMT -5
mcp6286 I completely turned into a SS for a good 10 minutes the morning he left by convincing myself that I was going to have the baby when DH is on the other side of the world. Then I started thinking of all these scenarios where Im dying home alone. I went as creative as swallowing a wasp while hanging out the laundry, throat gets stung and I die in the backyard all alone with a swollen throat. Dramatic much?
leenziepops, SS #2 here! 2nd night DH was gone, the apartment complex turned off the lights in our outside hallway and I FREAKED out that someone was coming to kill me. I totally flashed back to this episode of Private Practice where a psycho lady who wants a baby stalks her pregnant doctor, breaks into the house, does an impromptu c-section and kidnaps the baby after she delivers it, leaving the doctor dying on the floor. Totally thought that was gonna be me. Then of course in the AM, there's an email from the complex explaining that it was a maintenance thing. Paranoid pregnant lady right here!
My feet and ankles are constantly swollen now, no matter what I do. Yaaaay.
Rather than listing all my many woes, I will just sum it up by saying I feel like I got hit by a truck, and all the discomfort and stress finally got to me this evening and I just sat at the kitchen table and cried for a while. Two more months, I can do this....
Today was the first day I've actually felt pretty bad. I'm having aches and pains, and off and on all day I've had a pain up near my rib cage. It's almost like soreness, but a little sharper. It comes and goes. Last ultrasound I had, the kiddo was sitting breech, so it could be his/her head up in my organs and such. Not sure. My ankles and feet swelled up huge, and I'm just tired. I also have heart burn, and I don't know why. I ate a small meal about 5 hours ago. I also feel quite like the bohemoth today. Just big and awkward.
I feel sickly achey when I'm not either sitting up at a 90°angle or laying on my side propped with a bunch of pillows. If I am reclining at all I just feel so sick and gross and my whole back/body aches. Also heart burn/acid is yucky. I'm over it.
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