Well, I finally got the results back from my biopsies. And surprise surprise, they still have no fucking clue what's going on. Hopefully I'll get a chance to talk to my doctor tomorrow or Monday and figure out what to do next. Ugh. I'm so over all this.
Well, I finally got the results back from my biopsies. And surprise surprise, they still have no fucking clue what's going on. Hopefully I'll get a chance to talk to my doctor tomorrow or Monday and figure out what to do next. Ugh. I'm so over all this.
I'm so sorry. I hope talking with the doctor will be beneficial.
Post by mlgnumbers on Jun 11, 2015 20:48:50 GMT -5
You know how your day can be going so well and then, all of a sudden, BOOM! The world drops out from underneath you?
***Trigger Warning: Family Death***
That was today. Got great news from our social worker regarding some foster care stuff, kids had a great day at school, mom called with great news about some stuff, we went out to dinner to celebrate our good day. Then, we get home, and my brother calls. He says, "Hey, have you talked to Mom and Dad?" And then the call drops, and I'm frantically dialing him back, because I know something's very, very wrong.
And it is.
My uncle is dead. At 53. Of a heart attack, they think. My cousin's children found him out in the back yard. He'd been trimming the bushes when he collapsed.
And now? The world is spinning. And I'm just sitting here, feeling lost. I've just been staring at his most recent picture on FB for hours. And I'm in shock. I'm just totally in shock. I don't feel anything...just lost.
I'm sorry for the AW. I'm just 1,000 miles away from everyone, and all their phones are dying. So I didn't know where else to turn.
Post by mustloveerica on Jun 11, 2015 21:14:23 GMT -5
Ugh why did I just spend an hour and a half looking at infertility boards on Pinterest? Why? That was a dumb choice. Gonna go cry myself to sleep now :-(
You know how your day can be going so well and then, all of a sudden, BOOM! The world drops out from underneath you?
***Trigger Warning: Family Death***
That was today. Got great news from our social worker regarding some foster care stuff, kids had a great day at school, mom called with great news about some stuff, we went out to dinner to celebrate our good day. Then, we get home, and my brother calls. He says, "Hey, have you talked to Mom and Dad?" And then the call drops, and I'm frantically dialing him back, because I know something's very, very wrong.
And it is.
My uncle is dead. At 53. Of a heart attack, they think. My cousin's children found him out in the back yard. He'd been trimming the bushes when he collapsed.
And now? The world is spinning. And I'm just sitting here, feeling lost. I've just been staring at his most recent picture on FB for hours. And I'm in shock. I'm just totally in shock. I don't feel anything...just lost.
I'm sorry for the AW. I'm just 1,000 miles away from everyone, and all their phones are dying. So I didn't know where else to turn.
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Ugh why did I just spend an hour and a half looking at infertility boards on Pinterest? Why? That was a dumb choice. Gonna go cry myself to sleep now :-(
There are infertility boards on there? I thought the infertility youtube channels were bad. Oh boy.
Well, I finally got the results back from my biopsies. And surprise surprise, they still have no fucking clue what's going on. Hopefully I'll get a chance to talk to my doctor tomorrow or Monday and figure out what to do next. Ugh. I'm so over all this.
I've been there so many times. Don't get discouraged. Make your doctors do the legwork and keep on them to figure out what's going on.
Ugh why did I just spend an hour and a half looking at infertility boards on Pinterest? Why? That was a dumb choice. Gonna go cry myself to sleep now :-(
Awe man:( I have done that a bunch recently. Infertilty blows(hugs) The sucess stories give me hope, most of the time.
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