Potential loss (Update pg .3)

[mrsmuq]

I'm sorry you are experiencing this.

[dreadpiratebuttercup]

I'm so sorry you're going through this.

[cassey910]

Sorry you are going through this.

[britterrss]

So sorry - sending positive thoughts.

[mellymel15]

I've been thinking of you and I'm so sorry you're going through this. Please keep us posted.

[kh59]

Thinking of you today!

[league2b3]

Thanks for checking in, ladies. I admit, I've kind of been avoiding the forum for the moment. I am in a funk, and have tried to mentally distance myself from the whole pregnancy/non-pregnancy situation.

I got my first beta level back today, and expect more results tomorrow. First draw (7/2) was 6,781.

[tkford216]

league2b3 Do you have an appt to actually go in and see them again, or are they waiting for the second beta numbers before making any decisions? Make sure they take all your concerns seriously. Again, I'm so sorry you're going through this.

[league2b3]

Jul 6, 2015 14:52:56 GMT -5 tkford216 said:

league2b3 Do you have an appt to actually go in and see them again, or are they waiting for the second beta numbers before making any decisions? Make sure they take all your concerns seriously. Again, I'm so sorry you're going through this.

I have an appointment for an ultrasound on Thursday, but my doctor said in the email with my results that we would see what today's results are and will go from there.

I'm so afraid of it being ectopic. I'm so nervous for the ultrasound. I've never had a good one.

[mellymel15]

Jul 6, 2015 15:14:23 GMT -5 league2b3 said:

Jul 6, 2015 14:52:56 GMT -5 tkford216 said:

league2b3 Do you have an appt to actually go in and see them again, or are they waiting for the second beta numbers before making any decisions? Make sure they take all your concerns seriously. Again, I'm so sorry you're going through this.

I have an appointment for an ultrasound on Thursday, but my doctor said in the email with my results that we would see what today's results are and will go from there.

I'm so afraid of it being ectopic. I'm so nervous for the ultrasound. I've never had a good one.

I'm so sorry you're going through this, league2b3. I can understand how scared and anxious you must feel. We're all here for you and thinking of you. 

[SubtleGrandeur]

You are definitely in my thoughts, league2b3! FX for some good news...

[spiraltheory]

I'm so sorry
Sending good thoughts.

[trtlcrzy]

I'm thinking about you. I hope you get good results tomorrow

[bee]

Thinking of you! Sending so many good thoughts.

[juliern]

Sending you lots of good thoughts for tomorrow.

[mrsred09]

Sending lots of good thoughts and big creepy Internet ((hugs))!

[dreadpiratebuttercup]

Sending you lots of good vibes!

[piperhalliwell]

Sending good thoughts your way!

[league2b3]

Ok, so we saw an increase from 6,781 to 9,649. Not as much as we would ideally want, since the draws were so spaced out (7/2-7/6). I'm just so unsure.

[mrsred09]

league2b3 sorry your betas aren't rising as expected. Did they schedule another ultrasound?

[SubtleGrandeur]

Sorry about this weird limbo!! I hope you get some answers soon...

[rivers and roads]

My brain and heart hurt for you! Sorry you are stuck in such a weird place.

[league2b3]

Jul 7, 2015 16:39:29 GMT -5 mrsred09 said:

league2b3 sorry your betas aren't rising as expected. Did they schedule another ultrasound?

I go Thursday afternoon.

I'm grateful for all of your support. I just don't have much hope that I'll be here much longer. I know there IS hope, I just don't know how much. I don't know if I can put myself through this again.

[morwen]

Oh honey I'm so sorry you're still in limbo. Hugs and good vibes for you.

[league2b3]

I expected to be in limbo until Thursday.

Has anyone ever heard of a situation such as this ending positively?

[followthesun]

I'm so sorry for the limbo. I'm still keeping everything crossed for you.

[SubtleGrandeur]

I had a MC in February, but I started bleeding. They never checked my betas. Just did an ultrasound and saw there was not even a hint of a baby in there (it was a blighted ovum). So, I'm no help.

[musicalsilver]

I'm so sorry you're still in limbo. Sending lots of good thoughts to keep you going up to/through Thursday!

[ang32]

I'm sorry you're going through this. You're in my thoughts and I'm keeping everything crossed that everything works out.

[EatsRitz]

Jul 7, 2015 18:03:25 GMT -5 league2b3 said:

I expected to be in limbo until Thursday.

Has anyone ever heard of a situation such as this ending positively?

I've heard of slow-rising betas still ending in a positive outcome, but that's usually earlier on in a pregnancy, like 5ish weeks. I'm sorry I'm not much help and that you're going through this torture.