Hey i hope that you are better than before. I surely dont understand why do you keep crying. I was never that emotional when i was going through that time. But i can accept that. Everyone reacts differently. But i would suggest that you should not lose hope. You must keep trying until you get pregnant. Its not your cousin thats toxic. Im sorry to say that it is you. You might even make her feel guilty for being happy. Please sweety stop comparing your happiness to others. Your time will come also. Research a lot before you choose a clinic. Research is very important because apparently there are a lot of scams out there. i hope i wasnt too harsh for you.
Dear, your words made me so emotional. This is such a heart-rending post. Having a baby is a dream of every woman. Infertility crashes ones every emotion ad dream. You should not rip yourself into pieces. Crying and getting jealous is useless. You should be happy for your cousin, despite her bad behavior. Your smile will give you a positive countenance. If you lose something, find a solution because if you lose hope, you will lose everything. There is a solution to every problem. There is a best fertility clinic in Europe. You must visit it once. I have heard many success stories of this clinic. It confirms their professionalism. The doctors are very much concern to their job and responsibilities. I hope and wish that they will not let you leave unsatisfied. Stay positive. All the best.
I can understand what you might be going through. Honestly speaking maybe don't use social media for some time. Just concentrate on yourself. I am sure you will soon be able to conceive. Although I was scared to go abroad for my process, when I finally did it was the best decision. The reason for that is that it kept my mind busy. I had no time to think about anything else. So staying busy really helps.
I can relate to you. It is very hard to be around people who are pregnant or who have children already. They might understand our pain but it never feels that way. However, honestly don't lose hope! I know this isn't easy but things will get better. Just visit a good clinic that is providing good services. Sending baby dust your way. All my warm wishes are with you.
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