I've never done any drugs, was never in a position to do so. I'm not good with grammar. I try my best and will avoid words if I don't know how to put them in a sentence correctly. Grammar is hard.
I don't know how y'all do it. I try to be more active and I can never find something to say. I feel like it would be odd if I said anything most of the time. So I stick with threads like this.
This. I don't especially like it but I don't mind but DH knows he's not allowed to finish in my mouth.
Its kind of funny that this whole BJ thing came up here because yesterday I was talking to my BFF and of course we were talking about sex. She told me about one of her old friends who LOVED giving BJs and swallowing. This friend of hers also spit it into a cup once. Then when they went out to dinner used it as dressing on her salad. This made me gag so hard I literally almost there up. Not even for a million dollars!
well thats just fucking disgusting you keep that shit to yourself!
Sorry. It disgusted me to the point where I needed to get it out.
Never tried pot, never smoked anything, but I did have an issue with heroin from ages 17-19.
HOW DID YOU GET THERE WITHOUT THE GATEWAY DRUG?!?!!?
On the serious side, that sucks. It must have taken a lot of strength to walk away from it though and work through the addiction.
Abusive bf who was an addict forced me to do it a few times after i caught him. The idea was if I was hooked too, I wouldn't rat him out. He was right. The climb out of that hole was awful, but I made it.
Another FFFC: I don't blame my parents for not having another child for a moment, but I feel like being an only child didn't help my social skills at all. I've had trouble interacting with people my whole life and I wish I had made more of an effort or something when I was little because I'm paying for it now.
Same. I am so socially awkward IRL. I'm totally that person at the party, sitting in the middle of everything, who just can't seem to break into the conversation. I also get anxiety about making phone calls. I'm sure there's more to it than just being an only child but I'm sure that doesn't help. I can't blame my parents for not having more kids, they couldn't really even afford me, but I will not let DD be an only child.
A coworker is all DRAMATIC about a client (it sounds warranted, and I like her, by the way), and I'm over here, workin' on my shit, remembering when I cared about crap like that.
HOW DID YOU GET THERE WITHOUT THE GATEWAY DRUG?!?!!?
On the serious side, that sucks. It must have taken a lot of strength to walk away from it though and work through the addiction.
Abusive bf who was an addict forced me to do it a few times after i caught him. The idea was if I was hooked too, I wouldn't rat him out. He was right. The climb out of that hole was awful, but I made it.
This. I don't especially like it but I don't mind but DH knows he's not allowed to finish in my mouth.
Its kind of funny that this whole BJ thing came up here because yesterday I was talking to my BFF and of course we were talking about sex. She told me about one of her old friends who LOVED giving BJs and swallowing. This friend of hers also spit it into a cup once. Then when they went out to dinner used it as dressing on her salad. This made me gag so hard I literally almost there up. Not even for a million dollars!
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5 cycles of "TTC" - 3 intentional, 2 not so intentional. 5 BFPs.
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Post by geetargirl05 on Jan 30, 2015 14:17:52 GMT -5
Post and run FFFC... I don't know if I was cut out for this infant stage. I really don't. I'm so frustrated with this wonder week and that we are still waking up 3-4 times a night. It's mentally exhausting, and I feel like being a SAHM I should be able to deal with this, but maybe I'm just not meant for this gig.
I think my reason for disliking them is he takes so fucking long to finish that way. So my mouth hurts and I've normally scraped him by then. He also turns everything into "maybe mommy will give daddy a BJ." It makes me feel like shit.
I regularly do things I tell DH not to do with LO, like leaving him unattended on the changing pad. I know I'll get busted one of these days, but I just don't care enough yet. I figure I'm more careful 99% of the time than DH. LO is starting to roll, so I'm going to have to get more careful.
I do this too! I have gotten busted a couple times and DH through a fit.
Post and run FFFC... I don't know if I was cut out for this infant stage. I really don't. I'm so frustrated with this wonder week and that we are still waking up 3-4 times a night. It's mentally exhausting, and I feel like being a SAHM I should be able to deal with this, but maybe I'm just not meant for this gig.
Word. Maternity leave was super hard for me. I loved the snuggles. But it is hard. I need deadlines and adults or I get even more cray.
You are fighting the good fight my friend and just relish in the moments that some of us have to miss. Big hugs and the grass is greener on whichever side is watered.
Now that I've changed my name from my blog name, I feel like I can be slightly more open. My confession is that we will probably move home this year. There's a small chance that H will decide to stay here and make partner, but I think he really wants to move back to TX. He had an interview when we were there last week. I think it will come as shock to everyone around us because we are very invested in the community.
Post and run FFFC... I don't know if I was cut out for this infant stage. I really don't. I'm so frustrated with this wonder week and that we are still waking up 3-4 times a night. It's mentally exhausting, and I feel like being a SAHM I should be able to deal with this, but maybe I'm just not meant for this gig.
I can totally relate. I really struggled with the first couple of months, and this four-month sleep regression/Leap 4 bullshit is trying me, too, especially since I'm back at work. And honestly, I don't think I would do any better if I were SAH because I almost feel like work is sometimes a break from the fussing, neediness, etc. I feel awful for feeling that way, but it's true.
Post and run FFFC... I don't know if I was cut out for this infant stage. I really don't. I'm so frustrated with this wonder week and that we are still waking up 3-4 times a night. It's mentally exhausting, and I feel like being a SAHM I should be able to deal with this, but maybe I'm just not meant for this gig.
I'm so sorry it's been a rough week. You're a good mom. Don't let a pissed off baby make you feel like a failure we all have those days ((hugs))
Now that I've changed my name from my blog name, I feel like I can be slightly more open. My confession is that we will probably move home this year. There's a small chance that H will decide to stay here and make partner, but I think he really wants to move back to TX. He had an interview when we were there last week. I think it will come as shock to everyone around us because we are very invested in the community.
Post and run FFFC... I don't know if I was cut out for this infant stage. I really don't. I'm so frustrated with this wonder week and that we are still waking up 3-4 times a night. It's mentally exhausting, and I feel like being a SAHM I should be able to deal with this, but maybe I'm just not meant for this gig.
I give MAD PROPS to SAHM's. You guys have a really hard job, with no breaks.
I know everyone says this (which must mean it's true!) but things really do get better and then babies/kids get fun. Hang in there.
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