Say goodbye to drunk Daikoku (BFP)
Jan 16, 2016 12:34:41 GMT -5
Post by Daikoku on Jan 16, 2016 12:34:41 GMT -5
Holy shit you guys......
Cycle/Month: 36/32
CD/DPO: 27/13dpiui
First beta 11dpiui = 55
Second beta today 13dpiui = 134.5
What we did:
Well, we've been on this journey for almost 3 years.
16 months just sexing
3 months of testing
13 months of treatment (including 5iuis)
This cycle, I finally was able to get 2 nice follicles and H's numbers looked pretty good.
Symptoms:
Nothing really until last night. My boobs always hurt right before my period, so that's nothing new, but they now feel like they're on fire. Other than that, I feel exactly normal. More than anything, I'm just so anxious. Pregnancy after loss is hard.
How I told H:
Wednesday evening (10dpo) as I was driving home from work, I started getting my usual pre-period cramps. I cried and cracked open a couple beers when I got home. A little bit later, I decided to just go ahead and test, see that negative (although early), let myself mope that evening, then move on with my life. But when I tested, it was so positive. I just stood in the bathroom and said, "H, I'm pregnant." He came running in the bathroom and said, "Really?" We hugged. I said, "Is this real?" and he said, "I guess so." I cried. He laughed. The end.
The mushy stuff:
I know for a fact that I would not have been able to stay grounded and sane without you all. I joined the dump in June 2014, a year into our journey, and was able to gain so much insight, support, and knowledge. I have laughed and cried with you, and you with me. I have made some true friends. I just don't even know what words to say to express to you how much you've meant to me. I will miss drinking with you all. Have one for me!
Cycle/Month: 36/32
CD/DPO: 27/13dpiui
First beta 11dpiui = 55
Second beta today 13dpiui = 134.5
What we did:
Well, we've been on this journey for almost 3 years.
16 months just sexing
3 months of testing
13 months of treatment (including 5iuis)
This cycle, I finally was able to get 2 nice follicles and H's numbers looked pretty good.
Symptoms:
Nothing really until last night. My boobs always hurt right before my period, so that's nothing new, but they now feel like they're on fire. Other than that, I feel exactly normal. More than anything, I'm just so anxious. Pregnancy after loss is hard.
How I told H:
Wednesday evening (10dpo) as I was driving home from work, I started getting my usual pre-period cramps. I cried and cracked open a couple beers when I got home. A little bit later, I decided to just go ahead and test, see that negative (although early), let myself mope that evening, then move on with my life. But when I tested, it was so positive. I just stood in the bathroom and said, "H, I'm pregnant." He came running in the bathroom and said, "Really?" We hugged. I said, "Is this real?" and he said, "I guess so." I cried. He laughed. The end.
The mushy stuff:
I know for a fact that I would not have been able to stay grounded and sane without you all. I joined the dump in June 2014, a year into our journey, and was able to gain so much insight, support, and knowledge. I have laughed and cried with you, and you with me. I have made some true friends. I just don't even know what words to say to express to you how much you've meant to me. I will miss drinking with you all. Have one for me!