WTF self. I'm so all over the place today. I'm angry and irritable and done. Nothing like watching a friend have baby #1 while TTC let alone the same friend announcing baby #2 before you ever turn a stick. I just want to binge on awful but delicious food, drink, and cry. Damn Whole30 timing
A coworker of mine said she planned her pregnancies so she would be due around spring break. "Both times we just decided 'let's get pregnant' and we did!" Nothing wrong with what she did or said, but it kinda irked me. Wish I could have that "welp we just decided to get pregnant this month because it's convenient!" attitude.
+1. I've been getting a lot of "just stop doing so much and relax". I want to throat punch them and say I've done the bare fucking minimum this cycle and clearly that worked well.
WTF self. I'm so all over the place today. I'm angry and irritable and done. Nothing like watching a friend have baby #1 while TTC let alone the same friend announcing baby #2 before you ever turn a stick. I just want to binge on awful but delicious food, drink, and cry. Damn Whole30 timing
Being lapped is literally the worst. Like THE WORST. So sorry and so many hugs!
Engaged May 2003 Married June 2005 TTC #1 since October 2014 H-1% morph, low motility, low count Me-.1 AMH levels, low AFC, DOR/POI, perimenopause Foster Care journey begins March 2016-licensed 11/7/16 Foster parents to A & J 1/31/17 www.fertilityfriend.com/home/5525ef
I'm emotional as it is... I did not need that tonight, Empire. This new season has been tough enough due to the loss topic, but that song left me in a puddle of tears.
There's obviously so much that everyone is dealing with today. I truly hope tomorrow brings a few more smiles, a lot more laughs, and so much more good for all.
me.28 - df.29 fate brought us together 7.2013 he decided he wanted me to stay 12.2015 trying for our first 2.2016 .. chart bfp 3.12.2016 .. edd 12.25.16
WTF doctor's office? I call to make an appointment to talk about anxiety meds... and the soonest opening is in a month. A MONTH. When I'm dealing with something that is incapacitating on an hourly basis. As if I didn't feel like a shitty human being needing to be on brain chemistry altering drugs. Now I have to wait to get it taken care of.
WTF self... last night's anxiety attack I took out on H via text. So now he's grumpy, and I feel like I'm living with a sullen roommate, not a husband.
Honestly, and I'm not trying to be a jerk, but a month turnaround for a psych doctor is really really good. Our waiting lists are normally about 3 months. There's loopholes around it of course, like when patients come into our psych hospital. They HAVE to be seen within a certain time period after discharge (insurance laws and all that), and even then it's still about a month long wait. There's just not enough doctors to prescribe the meds anymore.
Just my two cents. I know it sucks to wait for a doctor's appointment, and you might want to shop around, but from my experience, a month is really pretty short. And don't feel shitty about taking meds. I think that's pretty damn brave.
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