I've been kind of blah. Superman has been practicing pitching fits all day. It's been super fun. On the bright side he fell asleep without nursing. Part of me is kind of sad.
Yesterday was a bit rougher than I was expecting. I was hoping having my rainbow now would make the emotions softer to some extent, but no luck. And h was talking about the what ifs a lot more, which I wasn't expecting.
As for what I'm up to we spent yesterday deep cleaning and starting to baby proof. We only got part of the living room done, so it'll be more of the same today.
I've been kind of blah. Superman has been practicing pitching fits all day. It's been super fun. On the bright side he fell asleep without nursing. Part of me is kind of sad.
Sorry your day was so rough. Hopefully today will be better.
Post by ldubhawksfan on Oct 16, 2016 18:22:55 GMT -5
Hi ladies. Yesterday we were traveling back from vacation, so luckily there was little time to dwell too much. I did share on FB again. I don't know if having my rainbow has helped, but I suspect it's moreso the time. I was still sad, and think about our loss daily, but this year was easier than last.
Today is the annoyance of being back from vacation. Unpacking and cleaning. Blah.
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Post by oldbaylover1024 on Oct 16, 2016 19:33:58 GMT -5
::: current PG mentioned :::
I had a big day planned for Saturday - family photos in the morning and then an overnight visit with my college roommates. The photos went well, and I headed to my girlfriend's house for girls night. Come to find out she has some physical abnormalities on her uterus that require surgery and carry some pretty scary risks. She went on to talk about her fears and how she hates all pregnant women right now... so that was swell. This is another roadblock in her already tenuous baby journey, so it's awful news. I felt horrible shame being pregnant in front of her. And didn't feel comfortable offering her advice. She couldn't even look at me. We've know each other for 13 years
My SIL is also dealing with her own secondary fertility journey and I've been feeling serious survivors guilt. So I'm struggling with how to interact with two women who mean a lot to me, whom I love and hate to watch going through all this.
Plus, just dealing with the flood of emotion with our angels and the fears with this baby... it was a shitty day honestly.
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Post by gratefulgirl on Oct 16, 2016 20:38:03 GMT -5
Sorry for all the rough stuff going on.
DH doesn't talk about our losses much, but in the chaos that is evenings right now it was he who got our candle lit and I know he was sad all evening. His pain hurts me worse than my own.
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