another cautious intro
Dec 17, 2016 8:55:52 GMT -5
Post by muscari on Dec 17, 2016 8:55:52 GMT -5
Hi all! I've been hesistant/scared to intro what with our history and all but.. here I am! Got my BFP squinterstyle on the 9th and confirmed with a digi the day after. MH wouldn't believe the squinters but couldn't deny the "Pregnant" on the digi (and neither could I)! ;-) My clinic doesn't do betas so I've been peeing on all the things last weekend and took another couple of tests today. Line is nice and strong now and digi has gone up to 2-3wks so I'm confident enough now to stop lurking here and just intro myself.
For those who don't know me: MH&I have been together for almost 10 years, married since August 2010 and we hail from Europe/The Neth.erlands! We started TTC in 2013 after spending several years on the bench due to my heart issues, then had a MMC after our first BFP in 2015, followed by another CP. I was dx with Asherman's Syndrome that summer and underwent surgery and followup treatement the 6 months following. Just as we had gotten the all clear I was then dxed with POF/DOR. Our first IVF was a bust and we were feeling rather hopeless and started preparing ourselves for living CLNBC but surprisesurprise we actually got a BFP on our 2nd and last IVF/ICSI cycle. EDD is August 17!
I feel curiously blank about being pg though try to stay positive, and occasionally a bleep of excitement starts peaking through. I hope that hanging out here will help me feel a little less scared&anxious and more confident&positive. Our first U/S is scheduled for the 29th and in all honesty we are mostly dreading it right now. PgAL/PAIF brain is real for both myself&MH, and I hate it! We want to be excited but are stuck at cautiously optimistic.
To my 3T/IF and CAL ladies: so much ♥♥ for all the support and love, the advice, the hugs and shoulder pats, and for making me laugh so often as well, for everything. I wouldn't have made it through all this without you and I can't thank you enough. I can't believe that after everything I finally get to hang out with some of you here, and am keeping my everything crossed that the rest of you will be able to join soonest as well.
Looking forward hanging out with you here and I hope I get to stay the full 9mo!
For those who don't know me: MH&I have been together for almost 10 years, married since August 2010 and we hail from Europe/The Neth.erlands! We started TTC in 2013 after spending several years on the bench due to my heart issues, then had a MMC after our first BFP in 2015, followed by another CP. I was dx with Asherman's Syndrome that summer and underwent surgery and followup treatement the 6 months following. Just as we had gotten the all clear I was then dxed with POF/DOR. Our first IVF was a bust and we were feeling rather hopeless and started preparing ourselves for living CLNBC but surprisesurprise we actually got a BFP on our 2nd and last IVF/ICSI cycle. EDD is August 17!
I feel curiously blank about being pg though try to stay positive, and occasionally a bleep of excitement starts peaking through. I hope that hanging out here will help me feel a little less scared&anxious and more confident&positive. Our first U/S is scheduled for the 29th and in all honesty we are mostly dreading it right now. PgAL/PAIF brain is real for both myself&MH, and I hate it! We want to be excited but are stuck at cautiously optimistic.
To my 3T/IF and CAL ladies: so much ♥♥ for all the support and love, the advice, the hugs and shoulder pats, and for making me laugh so often as well, for everything. I wouldn't have made it through all this without you and I can't thank you enough. I can't believe that after everything I finally get to hang out with some of you here, and am keeping my everything crossed that the rest of you will be able to join soonest as well.
Looking forward hanging out with you here and I hope I get to stay the full 9mo!
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