Feelsy Fridays

[Rama]

Yes/no on this thread?  Things that are giving you feels of any kind.  Talk to us.

[Rama]

I'm having feels about a some flowers a coworker gave me yesterday. She left a note, but didn't sign it, so I'm actually not sure which coworker it was. I have an idea, though. But it's making me feel very cared for and special, so I'm happyfeels-ing.

[kariann12]

I'd been doing pretty well lately, but today I'm having some "why me" feels. Lots of ladies are KU at work, and seeing them getting bigger by the day makes me sad today. I should be 10 weeks today.

[Rama]

Apr 14, 2017 13:43:17 GMT -5 kariann12 said:

I'd been doing pretty well lately, but today I'm having some "why me" feels. Lots of ladies are KU at work, and seeing them getting bigger by the day makes me sad today. I should be 10 weeks today.

I had some of that yesterday.  I miss being pregnant and happy.

[kariann12]

Apr 14, 2017 13:49:04 GMT -5 Rama said:

Apr 14, 2017 13:43:17 GMT -5 kariann12 said:

I'd been doing pretty well lately, but today I'm having some "why me" feels. Lots of ladies are KU at work, and seeing them getting bigger by the day makes me sad today. I should be 10 weeks today.

I had some of that yesterday.  I miss being pregnant and happy.

Seriously. I was so happy when I was pregnant. Even when I felt like shit, I was happy.

[Rama]

Apr 14, 2017 13:52:25 GMT -5 kariann12 said:

Apr 14, 2017 13:49:04 GMT -5 Rama said:

I had some of that yesterday.  I miss being pregnant and happy.

Seriously. I was so happy when I was pregnant. Even when I felt like shit, I was happy.

So, so true.

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I'm having pity party feels and can't stop thinking about what ifs. That where are they now thread on gku isn't helping. Thinking about all the people I used to hang out with and where they are now and all the Bmbs I used to post on and all those people and it's just a lot. Really highlights where I "should" be. Or could have been.

[Rama]

Apr 14, 2017 14:18:29 GMT -5 @led said:

I'm having pity party feels and can't stop thinking about what ifs. That where are they now thread on gku isn't helping. Thinking about all the people I used to hang out with and where they are now and all the Bmbs I used to post on and all those people and it's just a lot. Really highlights where I "should" be. Or could have been.

*hugs*

The "where I should/could have been"s are the hardest thing ever.

[kariann12]

Do you guys continue to follow BMBs you were a part of? Sometimes I do but then I get sad seeing how far I should be.

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Apr 14, 2017 14:46:10 GMT -5 kariann12 said:

Do you guys continue to follow BMBs you were a part of? Sometimes I do but then I get sad seeing how far I should be.

i used to, but none of them exist anymore. 😥💔

Well, that's a lie. O14 is still there, but they went private, so they're not there for me to live vicariously through.

[scoutradley]

I was checking O17 for a couple of weeks but seeing people having to leave was so sad.

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*hugs* to everyone
I don't look at the board, but some of my posts are getting likes still, since it is so recent.

[menrandes]

I'm having feels over Easter and wanting to have an Easter basket for kids that should be here.

Stupid holidays.

[veronicamars]

Hi. (: I just intro'd and thought I'd just jump right in.


Just wanted to send some feels to Rama, for working to get more traffic on this board. I lurked the TTCAL thread in GKU but never felt as comfortable posting there.

So, thank you! I hope I can post at least a few times a week and join you guys!

[Rama]

Apr 14, 2017 14:46:10 GMT -5 kariann12 said:

Do you guys continue to follow BMBs you were a part of? Sometimes I do but then I get sad seeing how far I should be.

I do.  Both of my BMBs are sympathetic to my need to be away when I'm away, but otherwise being there helps.  I made connections with both sets of ladies and I've been through pregnancy several times over the years as a sideliner, so it's not like I don't have any information to give.  So I do hang out there and chat when I feel up to it, but I might just have a couple of exceptional BMBs that I really enjoy the company of.

[Rama]

Apr 14, 2017 16:37:50 GMT -5 menrandes said:

I'm having feels over Easter and wanting to have an Easter basket for kids that should be here.

Stupid holidays.

Right there with you, friend.  Right there.

[Rama]

Apr 14, 2017 16:45:49 GMT -5 veronicamars said:

Hi. (: I just intro'd and thought I'd just jump right in.


Just wanted to send some feels to Rama , for working to get more traffic on this board. I lurked the TTCAL thread in GKU but never felt as comfortable posting there.

So, thank you! I hope I can post at least a few times a week and join you guys!

You're welcome!  This is the exact reason I wanted to liven this board up.  There have, unfortunately, been several losses in the past few months and I know there's a special kind of hurt going back to a TTC board that isn't specialized to be safe for loss.

I'm glad to have brought you out of hiding.  Welcome. :)

[scoutradley]

I'm glad you got people back to this board. Some days I'm not up for GKU.

[Rama]

Apr 14, 2017 17:32:54 GMT -5 scoutradley said:

I'm glad you got people back to this board. Some days I'm not up for GKU.

I hear ya.  I love it and it will probably always be someplace I call home, but with every loss and with every year it gets harder and harder to swallow.

[kariann12]

Apr 14, 2017 17:35:49 GMT -5 Rama said:

Apr 14, 2017 17:32:54 GMT -5 scoutradley said:

I'm glad you got people back to this board. Some days I'm not up for GKU.

I hear ya.  I love it and it will probably always be someplace I call home, but with every loss and with every year it gets harder and harder to swallow.

Totes. Especially when those that joined after you come back for their 2nd (or more) in the time I'm still trying for one.

[esgrunner]

I definitely do NOT go back the BMB...I would have had a due date May 12 and those ladies are going to start having their babies soon (some of them may have already!) and I just can't bear it.

I'm sure I was giving dirty looks to my co-workers' pregnant belly the other day at our meetings...I'm not proud of it but I just am annoyed by it (the belly). Annoyed isn't even the right word though. I don't know what word to use to express how I feel about it.

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Apr 14, 2017 19:21:11 GMT -5 kariann12 said:

Apr 14, 2017 17:35:49 GMT -5 Rama said:

I hear ya.  I love it and it will probably always be someplace I call home, but with every loss and with every year it gets harder and harder to swallow.

Totes. Especially when those that joined after you come back for their 2nd (or more) in the time I'm still trying for one.

That feeling I totally get. There have been a few people that have lapped me several times from old bmbs that hung out on ttgp/gku. Just seeing there's sn's makes my heart sink. Even still.

*Hugs*