Finally over (ETA update)
Feb 28, 2015 3:30:58 GMT -5
Post by snakefisherbub on Feb 28, 2015 3:30:58 GMT -5
I thought yesterday was the end of my issue. Nope. Almost exactly 24 hours later I start having fairly bad cramping. I'm passing a few clots, nothing big. I get the poops real bad and once I finished that I puked in my sink. I get puke in my hair so I go to get in the shower. As soon as I get in the shower something comes out. I passed a pretty big clot that looks weird. My poor husband had to take it out of the shower. Only good thing I hadn't turned the water on yet. Right now I'm still bleeding and having cramps. Makes me wonder if more is coming. I'm almost regretting doing this but not really. I still don't want to have to do the surgery. I am however ready for this to be done
I'm not sure if this is exactly the right place to put this but I wanted to get out that I finally miscarried on my own. On Friday My body finally got the memo. At around 4 a.m. I started getting blood in my pad. I was not really in any pain, just a backache more than anything a few cramps but nothing concerning. I went back to sleep. A little before 7 I got up to just change my pad so I knew how much I was really filling just in case. Not to be gross but while on the toilet I felt something come out and a plop in the toilet. I passed a very huge clot. Although it didn't really look like anything you knew what it was. I'm hoping that was all of it and there's not much more to come. It's like 12:30 am now on Saturday and all I've had since is some light spotting. I called off for Friday and the weekend. Mh called off yesterday and spent the day with me. I sent my doctor an email and she says to come in for an ultrasound to make sure my uterine cavity is normal. Also we would then follow HCG level down to zero and once its at zero we can start trying again. At least this is the start of moving on.
I dunno I feel a bit numb, I haven't cried at all. I got a little teary talking to my mom but no full on sobbing which what I was expecting at some point. Not sure if that will come or what. In a way I feel guilty I haven't seemed more upset by this. I am upset but it's very confusing. Sigh..
I'm not sure if this is exactly the right place to put this but I wanted to get out that I finally miscarried on my own. On Friday My body finally got the memo. At around 4 a.m. I started getting blood in my pad. I was not really in any pain, just a backache more than anything a few cramps but nothing concerning. I went back to sleep. A little before 7 I got up to just change my pad so I knew how much I was really filling just in case. Not to be gross but while on the toilet I felt something come out and a plop in the toilet. I passed a very huge clot. Although it didn't really look like anything you knew what it was. I'm hoping that was all of it and there's not much more to come. It's like 12:30 am now on Saturday and all I've had since is some light spotting. I called off for Friday and the weekend. Mh called off yesterday and spent the day with me. I sent my doctor an email and she says to come in for an ultrasound to make sure my uterine cavity is normal. Also we would then follow HCG level down to zero and once its at zero we can start trying again. At least this is the start of moving on.
I dunno I feel a bit numb, I haven't cried at all. I got a little teary talking to my mom but no full on sobbing which what I was expecting at some point. Not sure if that will come or what. In a way I feel guilty I haven't seemed more upset by this. I am upset but it's very confusing. Sigh..