AW: RE appt ***update***

[o2girl]

My H just made my RE appt for tomorrow afternoon for a baseline u/s and to start my Lupron. I just had a huge wave of anxiety come over me!! After a three month break from TTC, this is hitting me pretty hard that I'm going to do this to myself AGAIN! Wasn't expecting that.

**update**

So I went to see my RE. He wasn't there, so I only saw his NP. She did the baseline u/s and commented "wow you have a really nice looking uterus!" I told Ya... Too bad it's all looks and doesn't work.
She said I have to wait until CD21ish to have my progesterone drawn before starting Lupron. So that is in two weeks. I guess they want to make sure to start the med during the luteal phase.... Whatever. But the bright side of that is.......
I won't be having an embryo transfer the same week of my MC! At least I doubt it because it should put me into the second week of May. Plus, I'm going to see my RE the day after my progesterone draw and I'm going ask him about going a little longer on the Lupron..... Fx that he takes pity on my cray

[4furrypaws]

We will be right here with you hun! We will hold your hand!!

[mrsb22]

(((hugs))) we are here for you!

[kellybenelly83]

Good luck! We'll be here if you need us!

[therealbug]

Lots of (((hugs))).

[grneyes]

(((Hugs))), we will be here for you!

[dandb925]

((Hugs)) and good luck! We're here for you.

[imnotfancy]

((Hugs)) you got this, girl! Positive vibes your way!

[o2girl]

Thanks ladies! So that was my lunch break then I came back into work and ANOTHER fucking nurse was announcing her third pregancy........ She just got back from maternity leave.... So now I'm ready to cry... Ugly cry. :::::sigh::::: I need to find another job.... One where no women but me are allowed.

[mrspipp]

(((hugs))) Sending lots of good thoughts and positive vibes your way!

[mrsoscarfelix]

((hugs)) lady, good luck!!

[nikolie93]

It's so very overwhelming. We will be thinking about you! *hugs*

And I am sorry about the announcement of the nurse's pregnancy. That doesn't help your situation at all!

[MrsPhD83]

So many ((hugs))!!!

[rmpar29]

So many ((((HUGS))) honey! Good luck and know that we are here to help you through this!

[nikiswimr]

Sending you ((hugs)) and wishing you good luck as you move forward! We're here for you.

[mrsmccoy612]

Good luck at your appt. ((hugs))

[o2girl]

Jan 19, 2015 15:10:11 GMT -5 heartbot said:

Jan 19, 2015 14:44:07 GMT -5 o2girl said:

Thanks ladies! So that was my lunch break then I came back into work and ANOTHER fucking nurse was announcing her third pregancy........ She just got back from maternity leave.... So now I'm ready to cry... Ugly cry. :::::sigh::::: I need to find another job.... One where no women but me are allowed.

Wow. Ugh, that sucks. I'm sorry, lady.

Talk about timing huh?

[megrae12]

So many ((Hugs)) sweetie. I am so sorry you are dealing with that on top of your RE appt. Go home and have a bottle of wine!

[lizblue]

Oh great, our old friend lupron! ((Hugs)) O2girl. We're here for you. You've done this before and can do it again!

[sarcaztic10]

So many (((hugs))) to you today. We are here for you, GL at your appt!

[lizblue]

Just read your update. More hugs lady.

[o2girl]

Jan 19, 2015 16:15:46 GMT -5 lizblue said:

Just read your update. More hugs lady.

Thanks!

[rubysi]

Sending you some big squishy hugs.

[raelynn71109]

((Hugs)) good luck at your appointment tomorrow!

[msugirl]

Oh lady, I completely feel ya on the anxiety front...
I just started my estrace on Friday and am having palpitations that maybe I wasn't ready yet to handle all the anxiety that comes with IVF.
Sending you so many ((hugs)). We're here for you!

[chimomma19]

Good luck at your appt tomorrow!! I have one myself. I'll be thinking of you sweet lady

[4furrypaws]

Jan 19, 2015 14:44:07 GMT -5 o2girl said:

Thanks ladies! So that was my lunch break then I came back into work and ANOTHER fucking nurse was announcing her third pregancy........ She just got back from maternity leave.... So now I'm ready to cry... Ugly cry. :::::sigh::::: I need to find another job.... One where no women but me are allowed.

Oh sweets...I'm so sorry. ((((hugggggggg))))

Honestly, I work with mainly guys and it doesn't make it better...their SOs get KU...I'm dealing with that now with a couple. Still sucks balls.

You need me to fly out and squeeze you!!!? Cause I will!!!

[o2girl]

Jan 19, 2015 17:54:07 GMT -5 msugirl said:

Oh lady, I completely feel ya on the anxiety front...
I just started my estrace on Friday and am having palpitations that maybe I wasn't ready yet to handle all the anxiety that comes with IVF.
Sending you so many ((hugs)). We're here for you!

Oh sweets! Everything is crossed for you. IVF isnt for the faint of heart; but I have discovered levels of strength within myself that I never knew I had. I am sending so may (((((hugs))))) and wishes for peace in your heart right now!

[readinglove]

Lots and lots of (((hugs))) for you - for the mind fuck that TTC/IVF is, and for the shitty timing with the nurse. We're here for you, and rooting for you!!

ETA: more words.

[o2girl]

Jan 19, 2015 18:47:04 GMT -5 chimomma19 said:

Good luck at your appt tomorrow!! I have one myself. I'll be thinking of you sweet lady

Thank you! You will be on my mind tomorrow also! Fx for good appts for both of us!