Another Bump Transfer (Intro & CAR mentioned)
Mar 27, 2015 14:02:28 GMT -5
Post by heatherms on Mar 27, 2015 14:02:28 GMT -5
Hey Everyone,
I finally managed to get myself over here from the train wreck that is the bump. I was fairly active on the loss board after losing my daughter, Georgia, in May of last year. She was born with CCTGA and an Ebstinoid Malformation and was only with us for 40 days. Her first (Golden) birthday is April 1st and I'm finding myself feeling extra sad. I'm currently carrying her little brother (18w6d) and I think that the hormones and the weight of our first anniversary in the next week is making me more of a wreck than I am used to. It's also accompanied by me working on readying her nursery for her brother- which involves packing away all of the cute little girl things we had.
I just can't wrap my head around the fact that it's been a whole year since she busted into our lives and can't help but think about what we would be doing right now had she lived.
I've lurked a bit and I recognize some faces... I was a little weary to jump in, as I hate that I'm now a n00b and feel out of the loop- but you ladies carried me through a really rough time in my life and I hope to reconnect a little. Hopefully I'll get the hang of the new forum and can be more active.
I hope you all are doing well and thanks for having me.
I finally managed to get myself over here from the train wreck that is the bump. I was fairly active on the loss board after losing my daughter, Georgia, in May of last year. She was born with CCTGA and an Ebstinoid Malformation and was only with us for 40 days. Her first (Golden) birthday is April 1st and I'm finding myself feeling extra sad. I'm currently carrying her little brother (18w6d) and I think that the hormones and the weight of our first anniversary in the next week is making me more of a wreck than I am used to. It's also accompanied by me working on readying her nursery for her brother- which involves packing away all of the cute little girl things we had.
I just can't wrap my head around the fact that it's been a whole year since she busted into our lives and can't help but think about what we would be doing right now had she lived.
I've lurked a bit and I recognize some faces... I was a little weary to jump in, as I hate that I'm now a n00b and feel out of the loop- but you ladies carried me through a really rough time in my life and I hope to reconnect a little. Hopefully I'll get the hang of the new forum and can be more active.
I hope you all are doing well and thanks for having me.
