So good to be with ya'll

[mills0401]

I'm glad I found ya'll!! This week has been especially hard without missing ya'll lovely ladies. I have my first appt. Friday (which I'm stressed and scared about) and to top it off my DH is out of town for work and won't be able to attend the appt.  I so desperately wish that he could attend with me...but most of all I just wish he was in town.  Just having him here in the evenings gives me so much comfort and on my lonely nights I would always turn to the ladies over here now.

[buttercup509]

Welcome! I'm sorry your husband is out of town. Do you have someone that could go with you?

[mills0401]

My mom I'm sure would go with me but I don't want her to go because I would just get emotional. I honestly just want my husband. He gives me strength when I need it the most. He has a way about him that can force me to hold myself together. (that sounds bad) He is a serious person and does not show feelings/emotions easily; while I often wear my heart on my sleeve. Our connection together makes it where we can feed off of each others emotions and almost mimic the other person. I know that he will be strong which will result in myself being strong, and not breaking down/freaking out in the waiting room. Sometimes I mimic him without realizing it which can be scary. It's probably why I don't like to be around him when he is in a bad mood because he can normally get me into a bad mood really fast without even saying a word. And then there are times when we are complete opposites and balance each other out. When he gets in those funks where you see the bad in everything I am always the optimistic one, and on the rare occasion where I see negative every where he is the optimistic one which always makes me laugh because he rarely is optimistic. We are just a great team together and I guess I just need my team this week.

[ProfEDD]

Welcome! You can hold our creepy internet hands on Friday. Sorry your husband won't be there, that would stress me out too.

[mills0401]

I would love to hold ya'll's creepy internet hands on Friday! LOL

[amanda33758]

Sorry to hear that DH won't be with you. That has to be rough but we will all be thinking of you and sending positive vibes for you!