A painful goodbye *loss*

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A painful goodbye *loss* Sept 24, 2015 19:12:14 GMT -5 via Tapatalk

Post by Deleted on Sept 24, 2015 19:12:14 GMT -5

I woke up this morning with red blood when I wiped. After 5 hours in the emergency I have a beta of 2500 and some change and an ultrasound showing absolutely nothing. Not even a sac. I'm headed back Saturday to rule out ectopic and make sure my betas are headed on a decline.

Thank you for the lovely few weeks.
At this point all my feelings are duplicates of my loss in February and some anger/countertransference towards the population I work with; the ones who use street drugs during pregnancy and pop out a healthy baby regardless. I took the night off of work.

This too shall fucking pass.

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Deleted Deleted Member Posts: 0	A painful goodbye loss Sept 24, 2015 19:15:12 GMT -5 Post by Deleted on Sept 24, 2015 19:15:12 GMT -5 I'm so so sorry. Take care of yourself.
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mrssqueegy Platinum Trophy Posts: 3,354 Love-Tits: 5,899	A painful goodbye loss Sept 24, 2015 19:15:25 GMT -5 Post by mrssqueegy on Sept 24, 2015 19:15:25 GMT -5 I am so sorry for your loss.
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Deleted Deleted Member Posts: 0	A painful goodbye loss Sept 24, 2015 19:17:57 GMT -5 via Tapatalk Post by Deleted on Sept 24, 2015 19:17:57 GMT -5 I'm eating junk food and googling conspiracy "baby appeared a week later" stories.
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snoris Platinum Trophy Posts: 2,976 Love-Tits: 5,838	A painful goodbye loss Sept 24, 2015 19:26:15 GMT -5 via mobile Post by snoris on Sept 24, 2015 19:26:15 GMT -5 No! Take good care of yourself.
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mrsw062610 Silver Trophy Posts: 936 Love-Tits: 1,864	A painful goodbye loss Sept 24, 2015 19:28:38 GMT -5 via Tapatalk Post by mrsw062610 on Sept 24, 2015 19:28:38 GMT -5 I am so sorry for your loss. Take care of yourself.
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littlelion Amethyst Gem Posts: 9,147 Love-Tits: 20,577	A painful goodbye loss Sept 24, 2015 19:31:12 GMT -5 via Tapatalk Post by littlelion on Sept 24, 2015 19:31:12 GMT -5 I'm so very sorry.
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teraiin Garnet's Universe Posts: 13,435 Love-Tits: 32,757	A painful goodbye loss Sept 24, 2015 19:34:38 GMT -5 via mobile Post by teraiin on Sept 24, 2015 19:34:38 GMT -5 I am so sorry
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mels823 Bronze Trophy Posts: 452 Love-Tits: 1,221	A painful goodbye loss Sept 24, 2015 19:39:22 GMT -5 via Tapatalk Post by mels823 on Sept 24, 2015 19:39:22 GMT -5 I'm so sorry
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Sammich_Cat Kakashi is my spirit animal Gold Trophy Posts: 1,386 Love-Tits: 4,192	A painful goodbye loss Sept 24, 2015 19:41:44 GMT -5 Post by Sammich_Cat on Sept 24, 2015 19:41:44 GMT -5 I'm so sorry to hear this.
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k3am Garnet's Universe Posts: 11,361 Love-Tits: 24,668	A painful goodbye loss Sept 24, 2015 19:57:34 GMT -5 via Tapatalk Post by k3am on Sept 24, 2015 19:57:34 GMT -5 so sorry to hear this.
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Deleted Deleted Member Posts: 0	A painful goodbye loss Sept 24, 2015 20:06:57 GMT -5 Post by Deleted on Sept 24, 2015 20:06:57 GMT -5 Sept 24, 2015 19:17:57 GMT -5 @jennatles said: I'm eating junk food and googling conspiracy "baby appeared a week later" stories. Hugs. Be nice to yourself.
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raelien23 Bronze Trophy Posts: 434 Love-Tits: 919	A painful goodbye loss Sept 24, 2015 20:27:10 GMT -5 Post by raelien23 on Sept 24, 2015 20:27:10 GMT -5 I'm so sorry this is happening.
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fishbulb Gold Trophy Posts: 2,492 Love-Tits: 4,943	A painful goodbye loss Sept 24, 2015 20:30:41 GMT -5 via mobile Post by fishbulb on Sept 24, 2015 20:30:41 GMT -5 I'm so sorry. Eat all the junk food but be careful with the Googling.
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partyinmytummy Silver Trophy Posts: 752 Love-Tits: 1,947	A painful goodbye loss Sept 24, 2015 20:44:51 GMT -5 via mobile Post by partyinmytummy on Sept 24, 2015 20:44:51 GMT -5 So sorry. Hugs!
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Ruca Tag me @waiting4myruca Gold Trophy Posts: 1,847 Love-Tits: 4,607	A painful goodbye loss Sept 24, 2015 20:52:43 GMT -5 via mobile Post by Ruca on Sept 24, 2015 20:52:43 GMT -5 I'm so sorry ((hugs)) take care of yourself
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helloerrbody Platinum Trophy Posts: 3,618 Love-Tits: 13,353	A painful goodbye loss Sept 24, 2015 21:16:35 GMT -5 Post by helloerrbody on Sept 24, 2015 21:16:35 GMT -5 I am so so sorry. Sending lots of hugs.
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mrsw26 Gold Trophy Posts: 1,063 Love-Tits: 2,051	A painful goodbye loss Sept 24, 2015 21:19:14 GMT -5 via mobile Post by mrsw26 on Sept 24, 2015 21:19:14 GMT -5 I'm so sorry to hear this. Please take care of yourself.
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tincupchalice Gold Trophy Posts: 1,566 Love-Tits: 3,220	A painful goodbye loss Sept 24, 2015 21:23:52 GMT -5 Post by tincupchalice on Sept 24, 2015 21:23:52 GMT -5 So, so sorry. hugs
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emc Bronze Trophy Posts: 456 Love-Tits: 858	A painful goodbye loss Sept 24, 2015 21:28:48 GMT -5 via mobile Post by emc on Sept 24, 2015 21:28:48 GMT -5 I'm so sorry. hugs
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wanderingheart I like to #hashtag Platinum Trophy Posts: 3,468 Love-Tits: 20,997	A painful goodbye loss Sept 24, 2015 22:24:56 GMT -5 Post by wanderingheart on Sept 24, 2015 22:24:56 GMT -5 I'm so sorry for your loss. It sounds like we have similar jobs - I know how difficult it can be to go to work every day and constantly wonder how life can be so unfair sometimes. Take care of yourself. I think this totally calls for a sick day at work.
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CattyNattyRN Gold Trophy Posts: 1,506 Love-Tits: 3,441	A painful goodbye loss Sept 24, 2015 22:33:06 GMT -5 Post by CattyNattyRN on Sept 24, 2015 22:33:06 GMT -5 I'm so sorry for your loss. Be gentle with yourself.
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ellesea Gold Trophy Posts: 1,758 Love-Tits: 2,708	A painful goodbye loss Sept 24, 2015 22:35:02 GMT -5 via Tapatalk Post by ellesea on Sept 24, 2015 22:35:02 GMT -5 Oh no, I'm so sorry.
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A painful goodbye *loss* Sept 24, 2015 23:06:12 GMT -5 via Tapatalk

Post by westiemom on Sept 24, 2015 23:06:12 GMT -5

I'm sooo sorry.

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TTC #2-Me (30 & PCOS) DH (40 & 2% Morph)
TTC History:

SPOILER: Click to show

Natural chemical pregnancy 8/2013
Clomid #1 and #2: BFN
IVF 1 :0 to use
IVF 2:4 great embryos after PGS testing.
FET 1: BFP EDD 6/20/15 Chemical Pregnancy
FET 2: BFP EDD 11/14/2015 MMC 9.5 weeks twins
IVF #3: 2 fair embryos after PGS testing
Surprise BFP during break cycle and DD born 4/2016

kateisoptimistic Gold Trophy Posts: 1,983 Love-Tits: 3,560	A painful goodbye loss Sept 25, 2015 0:02:55 GMT -5 Post by kateisoptimistic on Sept 25, 2015 0:02:55 GMT -5 I'm so sorry!!
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thehockeylady Silver Trophy Posts: 578 Love-Tits: 1,121	A painful goodbye loss Sept 25, 2015 3:16:11 GMT -5 via Tapatalk Post by thehockeylady on Sept 25, 2015 3:16:11 GMT -5 Oh no. So so sorry for your loss. Please take care of yourself.
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twocents6708 Gold Trophy Posts: 1,708 Love-Tits: 3,068	A painful goodbye loss Sept 25, 2015 4:54:53 GMT -5 via mobile Post by twocents6708 on Sept 25, 2015 4:54:53 GMT -5 I am so sorry for your loss. Take care of yourself!
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summerdonna Gold Trophy Posts: 2,231 Love-Tits: 6,329	A painful goodbye loss Sept 25, 2015 5:51:09 GMT -5 Post by summerdonna on Sept 25, 2015 5:51:09 GMT -5 I'm so sorry. Sending all the hugs your way.
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appleoatmeal Bronze Trophy Posts: 132 Love-Tits: 339	A painful goodbye loss Sept 25, 2015 7:11:07 GMT -5 Post by appleoatmeal on Sept 25, 2015 7:11:07 GMT -5 I'm so sorry for your loss ((hugs))
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babycaps Platinum Trophy Posts: 4,329 Love-Tits: 7,607	A painful goodbye loss Sept 25, 2015 7:11:52 GMT -5 via Tapatalk Post by babycaps on Sept 25, 2015 7:11:52 GMT -5 I am SO sorry!!!!
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