Just an update on my life
Oct 15, 2015 9:00:02 GMT -5
Post by origamimommy on Oct 15, 2015 9:00:02 GMT -5
I have shared a lot about my marriage, and the rough spot we've been in. It seems like since we moved back to our home city, we have had a breakdown in communication. Tyler went from being the easiest thing ever to a full on monster of a three year old. Earlier, I shared that we were divorcing, then we weren't, etc. It's been an extremely rough few months, as I am sure you guys can tell.
Not too long ago, I had my husband leave and go stay with his parents for a little bit. I missed him so much. We started counseling while he was there, and things have gotten so much better. It was like something clicked and we realized the ways in which both contributed to this breakdown. He came back home. It was great. Things are still great. I have had to deal with a lot of things that happened this year--being told I probably wouldn't be able to have kids ever again, losing my grandmother, the breakdown and rebuilding of my marriage. I am cautiously optimistic that this is a forever change and that we are back on the path to happiness.
Anyway, it's fall and I haven't been feeling well. You know, typical scratchy throat, nausea, headaches. And then a new symptom came a few days ago: heartburn. I thought, "You know what would really cure my heartburn? A really spicy chipotle burrito." And it did, like magic! And that's when it hit me--omg. So Tuesday night, I peed on stick and got a BFP.
I am in shock. Literal shock. My husband and I both agree that this couldn't be worse, timing wise. As we go through counseling to bring ourselves back to each other, we now have to deal with the addition of another baby (hopefully. I have a lot of fear this time around). I was on birth control and I was told that I couldn't have more kids. And somehow, I am pregnant. We are beyond thrilled, but scared. We are just now putting ourselves back together. This was not planned. But somehow, I know it'll be fine. I am really excited to be able to have another baby and I really hope this pregnancy sticks.
If you made it, thank you. I have been a little busy with work, marriage stuff, etc and I wanted to share the news. It's still a shock to all of us, but we are growing more and more excited by the minute.
Not too long ago, I had my husband leave and go stay with his parents for a little bit. I missed him so much. We started counseling while he was there, and things have gotten so much better. It was like something clicked and we realized the ways in which both contributed to this breakdown. He came back home. It was great. Things are still great. I have had to deal with a lot of things that happened this year--being told I probably wouldn't be able to have kids ever again, losing my grandmother, the breakdown and rebuilding of my marriage. I am cautiously optimistic that this is a forever change and that we are back on the path to happiness.
Anyway, it's fall and I haven't been feeling well. You know, typical scratchy throat, nausea, headaches. And then a new symptom came a few days ago: heartburn. I thought, "You know what would really cure my heartburn? A really spicy chipotle burrito." And it did, like magic! And that's when it hit me--omg. So Tuesday night, I peed on stick and got a BFP.
I am in shock. Literal shock. My husband and I both agree that this couldn't be worse, timing wise. As we go through counseling to bring ourselves back to each other, we now have to deal with the addition of another baby (hopefully. I have a lot of fear this time around). I was on birth control and I was told that I couldn't have more kids. And somehow, I am pregnant. We are beyond thrilled, but scared. We are just now putting ourselves back together. This was not planned. But somehow, I know it'll be fine. I am really excited to be able to have another baby and I really hope this pregnancy sticks.
If you made it, thank you. I have been a little busy with work, marriage stuff, etc and I wanted to share the news. It's still a shock to all of us, but we are growing more and more excited by the minute.
