*UPDATE in OP* I think I'm on my way out, ladies

[peanutmuse]

I had some spotting this morning. After three losses, the likelihood of it just being normal pregnancy spotting is very slim. Sad trombone.

3/14 Update: The spotting has slowed. My Friday betas and progesterone were still good,. I had more blood work this morning, so we shall see. I'm going to remain hopeful until I have reason not to.

Thanks for all of the support, ladies. I was in a sheer panic yesterday.

[peanutmuse]

Mar 13, 2016 8:30:00 GMT -5 danib said:

Praying for you peanutmuse .
For what it's worth, I had spotting/bleeding on both my loss and my full-term baby.

Thank you, danib.

I know that it's possible, but with my history, it's unlikely.

[calindi]

Aw crap! I hope it's just normal bleeding, but I am sure it's hard to stay hopeful.

[peanutmuse]

Mar 13, 2016 8:37:50 GMT -5 danib said:

I hear ya. I'll keep optomistic for you anyway.
Will you see your doctor for some bloodwork, or just waiting it out?

I have a standing order for betas every two days, so I'll go again tomorrow. We shall see.

The spotting has slowed significantly, for now. That may or may not be good. I tend to have high progesterone, which is why I spot but don't miscarry on my own naturally. I am kind of numb right now. I had some baby shower gifts I planned to make this weekend, so I better get on it -- it's hard to do those things while miscarrying.

[sophiegrace]

Shit peanutmuse I didn't even want to open this thread. Not unfair that you have to have these thoughts and worries yet again. I'll keep up all the thoughts and prayers for you that it was just the normal cruel pregnancy spotting and that baby is ok.

[goldenlove3]

Oh no! I hope your bloodwork comes back OK. I'll be thinking positive thoughts for you!

[sweetmelissa5]

I really hope that everything turns out okay. Take care of yourself, and keep us posted.

[hangry]

You're not out until you're out. So I will stay positive for you while you wait. Take the rest of the day easy.

[shedreamsincolor]

Really hoping that it all turns out OK. I'll be thinking of you!!

[CoffeeNow]

Good vibes coming your way!

[kleigh]

Thinking about you and hoping you are doing ok.. I am so sorry you're in this situation.

[peanutmuse]

Spotting has been on and off today. I guess there is still hope. My history is what makes me doubtful. Infertility, RPL. I'm just really struggling today. I don't know how I'm going to get through this if it happens again.

[kleigh]

Mar 13, 2016 16:18:53 GMT -5 peanutmuse said:

Spotting has been on and off today. I guess there is still hope. My history is what makes me doubtful. Infertility, RPL. I'm just really struggling today. I don't know how I'm going to get through this if it happens again.

Be good to you and baby, try not to get ahead of yourself. We are so hopeful for you. Try not to worry about "if this happens again" because God forbid it does you will find the strength you need, nothing you think right now will change any outcome so it's worth it to try to be hopeful. For today just breathe, rest, and be hopeful. Tomorrow do the same. Maybe consider distracting yourself with a movie you've been wanting to see, a book, cooking, call a friend/family, do a puzzle, color, bake a cake for someone for no reason. HANG IN THERE! Miracles happen every day!

[risscaboobs]

Big hugs honey

[cookswithwine9]

Oh no! I hope it is just normal spotting, positive thoughts your way

[legitlizard]

Mar 13, 2016 16:18:53 GMT -5 peanutmuse said:

Spotting has been on and off today. I guess there is still hope. My history is what makes me doubtful. Infertility, RPL. I'm just really struggling today. I don't know how I'm going to get through this if it happens again.

Sending positive vibes your way. This shit is hard. Be gentle with yourself, lady!

[LizInFL]

I'm so sorry; hopefully this is just normal spotting. I'll be thinking of you.

[sophiegrace]

Thinking of you. I hope you're ok.

[rory5280]

I'm so sorry to hear this, I am thinking of you and sending positive thoughts.

[cookswithwine9]

Yay for a good update!

[cookswithwine9]

Yay for a good update!

[sophiegrace]

Great update!!!

[goldenlove3]

Glad to hear Friday was good! FX that it's still good today!!

[LizInFL]

FX for another good report from your bloodwork today!

[shedreamsincolor]

Great update!

[rory5280]

Great news! Sending lots of thoughts your way for continued good news!

[sweetmelissa5]

I'm so glad to hear that things are looking better!

[ladytags]

What a great update! Hoping the good news keeps coming.

[kleigh]

Im so happy your spirits are up a little today and that Friday's numbers looked good, fingers crossed for good results today!

[CoffeeNow]

Good update, and keeping my fingers crossed!