Hanging in Limbo (possible loss?)

[nuggetrn]

Hey ladies. So I had my first appointment today and it didn't exactly go all that well.

I am supposed to be 8+1 today so I figured we would see a heartbeat but neither to doctor or the midwife were able to find one. Midwife started with an abdominal US, saw what she thought was the baby but no HB so moved on to a vaginal US. When she still couldn't find anything she called the doctor in. She was complaining about the machine she was using so maybe it was just a crappy picture and things will change. The doctor could see the yolk sac and maybe the fetal pole. But commented the yolk sac was oblong and not round. Which of course then he was like oh but that could be ok... But I have a feeling it's not.

He said he thought I might only be 7 weeks. To which I said... But I confirmed O with temping, got my positive on 12dpo with negatives days 10 and 11. So I can't be 7 days off. It just does not logically make sense. He was still like, well we'll just see. The midwife was a bit more realistic (after he left the room) but still hopeful. Which I appreciated.

I got betas drawn today and will again on Friday. Repeat US scheduled for next Wednesday. Limbo til then I guess.

[LizInFL]

I'm so sorry it wasn't more reassuring news. I know the waiting game must be so tough. I'll be thinking of you and hoping your bloodwork and next U/S will give you positive confirmation.

Hugs.

[buckyb]

I'm so sorry nuggetrn. Sending thoughts and prayers for good news on Friday.

[blondie]

I am so sorry. This really sucks.

[tjanca22]

I'm sorry it wasn't more reassuring news and that you're now playing waiting game. Lots of hugs.

[rory5280]

I'm so sorry it wasn't a more reassuring visit. Lots of positive thoughts for you during this waiting game.

[sweetmelissa5]

I am so sorry your appointment didn't go better; the uncertainty really sucks. Hugs.

[jubilantsquirrel]

I'm just so sorry. Sending all the good thoughts your way

[aggiebug]

Oh no! I am so sorry. Prayers for you and your little baby.

[nuggetrn]

Thanks everyone. I am trying to keep calm and stay positive about it but I am not sure how long that will last.

I have yet to get a call about what my betas were yesterday... And it is not online either which is frustrating.

[goldenlove3]

Oh no nuggetrn.. I am so sorry you're in limbo. I hope you get some good news soon. I'll be sending positive thoughts your way!

[kleigh]

Dude this stinks... I am crossing everything for you that it was a fluke. When will you have yesterday's betas back?

[nuggetrn]

Just got the call about hcg. It was 94,000 yesterday. Which tells me a whole lot of nothing.

I'll get the second set drawn either tomorrow night or Friday morning. Of course I am going out of town with my mom for tonight and most of tomorrow.... So we'll try to make it back early enough on Thursday night to get to the lab before it closes. Its that or I'm getting it done in the morning before work.

[cookswithwine9]

I'm so sorry you are in limbo! I hope you get answers soon!

[tallblonde]

Just seeing this, I'm so sorry you are dealing with this. Thinking of you.

[dashook]

I've been thinking about you a lot since I saw your update on this in the grad thread yesterday. Praying so hard that everything turns out okay. I can only imagine how scary and frustrating this must be.

[amberlie]

Thinking of you. I hope everything ends up being okay.

[ashleysyn]

I'm sorry. Limbo is such a hard place to be. I hope you get some good news soon.

[hangry]

Ugh, I'm so sorry you have to go through this stress. I will keep you in my thoughts, hoping to hear some good news.

[peanutmuse]

I am really sorry to hear about this. I have gone through the same issues with doctors about dates and timing, it is extremely frustrating and stressful. I will hope for the best for you.

[shedreamsincolor]

Waiting is the worst part. Sending lots of prayers for a good outcome!

[htk1113]

Thinking of you.

[grapefruits]

I'm so sorry. Sending positive thoughts your way.

[sophiegrace]

I am so sorry for what you are going through right now. I'll be keeping you close in my thoughts and prayers. Please PM me if you need to talk.

[dashook]

Thinking of you today, nuggetrn.

[kleigh]

Thinking about you nuggetrn !! So many prayers for you, H, and little bean.

[nuggetrn]

I got betas drawn this morning around 0745... So not sure when I will have results back. Hopefully by late afternoon.

Thanks for all the love ladies!

[jubilantsquirrel]

I have everything crossed that you get good news today.

[goldenlove3]

Crossing everything that you get good news!

[cookswithwine9]

Hoping for positive news!