a little surprised I go here now.. (LC and Loss mentioned)
May 12, 2016 9:51:39 GMT -5
Post by ashtog on May 12, 2016 9:51:39 GMT -5
Hi guys, I'm Ashtog!
Some of you might remember me from TTCAL or CAR, or even M14 from the Bump days or J15 from bump and here!
My story is a little long but I'll try to give you the abridged version. Hubby and I had 3 bigs, then we decided to TTC when Anders (littlest big) was 4(march 2013). We had a cp in june and were so heartbroken, but very cautiously excited when we got pregnant with what we hoped was our rainbow in August of 2013. everything was textbook and perfect until we lost our sweet baby boy Sawyer at 39weeks on april 29th 2014. They believe it was a cord accident, that he compressed it. He was born still may 1st 2014, too perfect for this world,and would be 2 now. I miss him with every fibre in my being.
We started TTC again as soon as we were cleared, and after 5 months of trying and another CP got our BFP.
Our rainbow Liam's pregnancy was not without it's challenges and stress, but he was born perfectly happy and healthy at 37 weeks via induction and is now 10 months old.
cut to why I am here... my hubby and I decided it would be nice to have a younger sibling for Liam, but we didn't ever think it would happen this quickly. I'm over 30, hadn't even had a ppaf, and had decided to stress free NTNP until July and then stop till January (I'm a photographer and didn't want to interfere with wedding season) and then start actively trying in January.. but I started feeling tired a week ago, and decided to randomly take a test- faint lines in the morning turned to darker lines by that evening and even darker still by the next am. every day they get darker twice in the day, and I passed a digi too. by my guesstimates I am about 16dpo today. Early ultrasound to be scheduled in June.
So there it is! Mind if I pull up a seat and step away from all the pee sticks?
Some of you might remember me from TTCAL or CAR, or even M14 from the Bump days or J15 from bump and here!
My story is a little long but I'll try to give you the abridged version. Hubby and I had 3 bigs, then we decided to TTC when Anders (littlest big) was 4(march 2013). We had a cp in june and were so heartbroken, but very cautiously excited when we got pregnant with what we hoped was our rainbow in August of 2013. everything was textbook and perfect until we lost our sweet baby boy Sawyer at 39weeks on april 29th 2014. They believe it was a cord accident, that he compressed it. He was born still may 1st 2014, too perfect for this world,and would be 2 now. I miss him with every fibre in my being.
We started TTC again as soon as we were cleared, and after 5 months of trying and another CP got our BFP.
Our rainbow Liam's pregnancy was not without it's challenges and stress, but he was born perfectly happy and healthy at 37 weeks via induction and is now 10 months old.
cut to why I am here... my hubby and I decided it would be nice to have a younger sibling for Liam, but we didn't ever think it would happen this quickly. I'm over 30, hadn't even had a ppaf, and had decided to stress free NTNP until July and then stop till January (I'm a photographer and didn't want to interfere with wedding season) and then start actively trying in January.. but I started feeling tired a week ago, and decided to randomly take a test- faint lines in the morning turned to darker lines by that evening and even darker still by the next am. every day they get darker twice in the day, and I passed a digi too. by my guesstimates I am about 16dpo today. Early ultrasound to be scheduled in June.
So there it is! Mind if I pull up a seat and step away from all the pee sticks?
I'm hoping it's a boring uneventful pregnancy too. fx for us all 
I hope this is a sticky baby! 
