2nd time+ moms - previous birth trauma nerves
May 26, 2016 9:04:07 GMT -5
Post by littleducky on May 26, 2016 9:04:07 GMT -5
So, apparently last night is the night it decided to hit me that I need to get this baby out, somehow, someway, and in not very long.
I had a bit of a panic attack and couldn't stop crying.
I had a difficult labor and delivery with my son. 2 day induction, pitocin the whole way through because my body never figured out how to go into labor on its own, asked to sign the consents for a c/s when DS's heartrate kept dropping whenever they'd up the pitocin (ultimately I was able to deliver vaginally), 2 internal monitors for both contractions and heartrate, an epidural that only worked on one side of my body, suspected shoulder dystocia, a 3rd degree tear, and an episiotomy, plus severe hemorrhoids. I also had a lot of pain for a long time afterwards and couldn't sit comfortably for about a month.
So, to say the least, I am nervous about this time around. I have been told that I am not going past 39 weeks due to my history of gestational hypertension, chronic autoimmune disorder, as well as my cord abnormality (velamentous cord insertion), so if I don't go into labor on my own before then, I'm looking at another induction. I am terrified of having a similar experience. My OB said that we'll start doing cervical exams and possibly membrane sweeps at 36 weeks (so, next week) to hopefully get things going without an induction.
Anyone else with a difficult previous birth who has found some type of coping mechanism? I will talk to my OB about it when I see her next Wednesday, but I'm really not sure what she could say to be reassuring. I suppose that I could ask for a c/s, but that isn't an appealing option either.
I had a bit of a panic attack and couldn't stop crying.
I had a difficult labor and delivery with my son. 2 day induction, pitocin the whole way through because my body never figured out how to go into labor on its own, asked to sign the consents for a c/s when DS's heartrate kept dropping whenever they'd up the pitocin (ultimately I was able to deliver vaginally), 2 internal monitors for both contractions and heartrate, an epidural that only worked on one side of my body, suspected shoulder dystocia, a 3rd degree tear, and an episiotomy, plus severe hemorrhoids. I also had a lot of pain for a long time afterwards and couldn't sit comfortably for about a month.
So, to say the least, I am nervous about this time around. I have been told that I am not going past 39 weeks due to my history of gestational hypertension, chronic autoimmune disorder, as well as my cord abnormality (velamentous cord insertion), so if I don't go into labor on my own before then, I'm looking at another induction. I am terrified of having a similar experience. My OB said that we'll start doing cervical exams and possibly membrane sweeps at 36 weeks (so, next week) to hopefully get things going without an induction.
Anyone else with a difficult previous birth who has found some type of coping mechanism? I will talk to my OB about it when I see her next Wednesday, but I'm really not sure what she could say to be reassuring. I suppose that I could ask for a c/s, but that isn't an appealing option either.