Can I join you?
Feb 9, 2015 9:49:09 GMT -5
Post by rslh10 on Feb 9, 2015 9:49:09 GMT -5
Hi Ladies,
I know most of you from the CAL board, but I'm assuming there are a few of you here that I may not know. I'm joining you fresh off of a CP. It was my first cycle with an IUI, and it ended up being canceled. The RE told us to try on our own, so we wouldn't feel like we were "wasting" a clomid cycle. Well, to my surprise I got two lines at 11dpo. Not very dark, but there. I had my betas drawn, and they were only 8. 48 hours later, they were still 8, and the next day they had dropped to 5.
I never knew the mind fuck that a CP could be. It was like right after my EDD, so I just had so much hope. I posted an intro on CAR, and now I hate how excited I got. I should have just known better. I'm hoping that hanging out here will help me on my journey.
We've been ttc since 8/13. I was DX with low AMH (.58) in March '14. 1 ectopic (5/14) & 1 CP (2/15). 5 clomid cycles, and 1 femara. The plan for March is Tamoxifen/300iu Follistim injects/Trigger/IUI...hopefully.
I'm benched this cycle, and at first I was happy, now I'm sad, but I know it's for the best and I can handle one cycle. I think i'm just mad because I semi-benched us for 3 cycles (oct-dec). We were sort of just doing "whatever" those three months, knowing deep down that my 2% chance wouldn't yield any results.
Anyway, I just wanted to post my intro over here. I hope you'll have me.
I also want to thank you all for the love and support during this shitty time. I cannot explain how amazing you all have made me feel. The love and PM's ect...I just can't ever repay you for holding me up when I couldn't myself. Thank you.
I know most of you from the CAL board, but I'm assuming there are a few of you here that I may not know. I'm joining you fresh off of a CP. It was my first cycle with an IUI, and it ended up being canceled. The RE told us to try on our own, so we wouldn't feel like we were "wasting" a clomid cycle. Well, to my surprise I got two lines at 11dpo. Not very dark, but there. I had my betas drawn, and they were only 8. 48 hours later, they were still 8, and the next day they had dropped to 5.
I never knew the mind fuck that a CP could be. It was like right after my EDD, so I just had so much hope. I posted an intro on CAR, and now I hate how excited I got. I should have just known better. I'm hoping that hanging out here will help me on my journey.
We've been ttc since 8/13. I was DX with low AMH (.58) in March '14. 1 ectopic (5/14) & 1 CP (2/15). 5 clomid cycles, and 1 femara. The plan for March is Tamoxifen/300iu Follistim injects/Trigger/IUI...hopefully.
I'm benched this cycle, and at first I was happy, now I'm sad, but I know it's for the best and I can handle one cycle. I think i'm just mad because I semi-benched us for 3 cycles (oct-dec). We were sort of just doing "whatever" those three months, knowing deep down that my 2% chance wouldn't yield any results.
Anyway, I just wanted to post my intro over here. I hope you'll have me.
I also want to thank you all for the love and support during this shitty time. I cannot explain how amazing you all have made me feel. The love and PM's ect...I just can't ever repay you for holding me up when I couldn't myself. Thank you.