Post by erinshelley21 on Jul 6, 2016 14:13:10 GMT -5
I intro'd a few weeks ago and haven't really participated since. My work is pretty seasonal with this being a busy season. However, I am asking for advice from those who have ADD/ADHD, if anyone can help me.
Backstory: I was never actually tested for ADD, but based on my symptoms at 20 years old, my doctor felt comfortable enough to prescribe Adderall. I took it from 2009 through 2011. Stopped in January of 2012 because I didn't think I needed it since I was done with college and we wanted to TTC. Started taking it again in October 2015 and felt like "me" until mid-March 2016. My rx ran out, we were TTC, and I quit cold-turkey. Looking back, quitting cold turkey was not the right move, but the pharmacy didn't fill my rx for 5 days so it all just kind of happened.
I have been struggling with life since then. I am forgetting things, doing the bare minimum because everything seems like a huge project, and I can't finish anything I start. It is starting to have an impact on my work, which just about cost a client thousands of dollars, which would have affected my livelihood and I can't afford that. I've ran stop signs and made numerous little mistakes. I am just kind of floating through life and not really living. Its not fair to my H, my son, or myself. I have hope for when I do become pregnant because I've read that the increased hormones help with the ability to focus. I remember being able to focus when pregnant with DS and I felt like I was okay while BF'ing, it was after I had fully weaned and my period came back that I started losing control again.
Does anyone here have ADD/ADHD and how do you cope while TTC? From what I've read most medications aren't pregnancy safe, but if anyone knows different I'm all ears/eyes. Also willing to hear any and all tips. I think my best bet right now is to seek the help of a therapist, which is on the agenda for after my busy season and when we have all of our new health insurance info from DH's new job.
Thank you for sticking with me if you read all of that