FFFC: I'm getting my iud out in a few hours and I'm terrified. Not of having it out, but of ttc again. I'm not ready for the month after month of heartbreak. I'm not ready for all the CPs my body likes to put me through. I want to just be optimistic and naive, but I'm a few miscarriages past optimism. I want to try again, but I don't want the hurt.
((Hugs)) biblio. We are starting again soon and while I'd like to believe I'm super optimistic, I'm also terrified of how long it will take or having another loss. I'm forever jaded on the blissful TTC experience. I don't have any advice, just letting you know I'm sitting right next to you.
TTC #1 starting July 2013, RE last 2014 First Angel baby lost July 11, 2014 IUI #1 with injections successful: EDD 11/24/15 Rainbow baby DD born 11/14/15 TTC#2 October 2016 Second Angel baby lost Jan 5, 2017
FFFC: When I've been working from home on Fridays for the past month or so, I've been watching Deep Space 9. Working while I watch, but definitely paying more attention to it for at least half the day. I'm already in Season 3.
Post by bunnyfungo on Sept 16, 2016 10:44:43 GMT -5
I love you guys, and I hate for anyone to struggle. But it also kinda hurts to hear that if you don't have 3T/IF, that people might be feeling some type of way about you.
FFFC: When I've been working from home on Fridays for the past month or so, I've been watching Deep Space 9. Working while I watch, but definitely paying more attention to it for at least half the day. I'm already in Season 3.
TTC #1 starting July 2013, RE last 2014 First Angel baby lost July 11, 2014 IUI #1 with injections successful: EDD 11/24/15 Rainbow baby DD born 11/14/15 TTC#2 October 2016 Second Angel baby lost Jan 5, 2017
FFFC: When I've been working from home on Fridays for the past month or so, I've been watching Deep Space 9. Working while I watch, but definitely paying more attention to it for at least half the day. I'm already in Season 3.
#bestTrek
I like it, but I'm still a huge TNG fan. My H says now that I'm in Season 3 I'll like DS9 more. Something about a Battlestar Galactica writer being involved starting then?
I love you guys, and I hate for anyone to struggle. But it also kinda hurts to hear that if you don't have 3T/IF, that people might be feeling some type of way about you.
I don't feel it about people. For me it's the situation. All of my anger is masked envy.
I promise that I am genuinely happy every time it happens for my friends. But it makes me angry that my body can't do it, too.
I love you guys, and I hate for anyone to struggle. But it also kinda hurts to hear that if you don't have 3T/IF, that people might be feeling some type of way about you.
I support (want to say agree, but I am obvs not in the same position as you) what you're saying. When I put myself in your shoes, I feel like I would have to walk on eggshells here sometimes, and it shouldn't be that way.
TTC #1 starting July 2013, RE last 2014 First Angel baby lost July 11, 2014 IUI #1 with injections successful: EDD 11/24/15 Rainbow baby DD born 11/14/15 TTC#2 October 2016 Second Angel baby lost Jan 5, 2017
I like it, but I'm still a huge TNG fan. My H says now that I'm in Season 3 I'll like DS9 more. Something about a Battlestar Galactica writer being involved starting then?
It's much, much less about exploration and a lot more about the static characters. It gets better and better starting at this point.
I love you guys, and I hate for anyone to struggle. But it also kinda hurts to hear that if you don't have 3T/IF, that people might be feeling some type of way about you.
I phrased wrong. I don't hate them. I envy their success. I have a former work friend who said "well, I'm getting married in April, so I should be pregnant in May." And damned if it didn't happen just like that. I would love to have that much blind confidence in my body again, to be certain that I could conceive and carry to term. I would love to have never had losses. It's just this magical other side to me now. Like, people get pregnant? Without charting? Temping? Without needles or drugs? HOW?!
I love you guys, and I hate for anyone to struggle. But it also kinda hurts to hear that if you don't have 3T/IF, that people might be feeling some type of way about you.
I phrased wrong. I don't hate them. I envy their success. I have a former work friend who said "well, I'm getting married in April, so I should be pregnant in May." And damned if it didn't happen just like that. I would love to have that much blind confidence in my body again, to be certain that I could conceive and carry to term. I would love to have never had losses. It's just this magical other side to me now. Like, people get pregnant? Without charting? Temping? Without needles or drugs? HOW?!
I know what you're saying. But like broccoli said, sometimes it feels like I have to be careful of what I say around here. I mean, I have 3 kids, going for number 4. So I'm not really the typical GKUer.
I love you guys, and I hate for anyone to struggle. But it also kinda hurts to hear that if you don't have 3T/IF, that people might be feeling some type of way about you.
I don't feel it about people. For me it's the situation. All of my anger is masked envy.
I promise that I am genuinely happy every time it happens for my friends. But it makes me angry that my body can't do it, too.
I love you guys, and I hate for anyone to struggle. But it also kinda hurts to hear that if you don't have 3T/IF, that people might be feeling some type of way about you.
I phrased wrong. I don't hate them. I envy their success. I have a former work friend who said "well, I'm getting married in April, so I should be pregnant in May." And damned if it didn't happen just like that. I would love to have that much blind confidence in my body again, to be certain that I could conceive and carry to term. I would love to have never had losses. It's just this magical other side to me now. Like, people get pregnant? Without charting? Temping? Without needles or drugs? HOW?!
This makes sense. With my IRL friends, I've come to realize almost no one knows anything about how fertility works. I really think it should be taught in school because my friends have made similar statements about getting KU right away, not worried about it, etc etc. One friend was surprised it took them six months to GKU with their first when that's the average.
But then you have my other friend who when his mother asked at their rehearsal dinner (in front of everyone) when they would give her the first grandchild responded "In nine months!" and what do you know, they're due almost exactly 9 months past the wedding.
I love you guys, and I hate for anyone to struggle. But it also kinda hurts to hear that if you don't have 3T/IF, that people might be feeling some type of way about you.
I wouldn't wish my situation on my worst enemy. Sure, it can sting when you hear you've been lapped, but I'm genuinely happy to see people I know to be great moms having loads of babies.
I phrased wrong. I don't hate them. I envy their success. I have a former work friend who said "well, I'm getting married in April, so I should be pregnant in May." And damned if it didn't happen just like that. I would love to have that much blind confidence in my body again, to be certain that I could conceive and carry to term. I would love to have never had losses. It's just this magical other side to me now. Like, people get pregnant? Without charting? Temping? Without needles or drugs? HOW?!
I know what you're saying. But like broccoli said, sometimes it feels like I have to be careful of what I say around here. I mean, I have 3 kids, going for number 4. So I'm not really the typical GKUer.
Well, you have 3 beautiful children that I, personally, would love to hear more about. Beside the fact that children don't hurt as much as an announcement does, I love love love hearing about kids growing up. Especially GKU grad kids.
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