Update: Loss Mentioned
Sept 26, 2016 9:26:47 GMT -5
Post by doodler on Sept 26, 2016 9:26:47 GMT -5
Update** I just heard from the RE's office. My hcg has dropped. I am going to lose this one too. Thank you to everyone for your kind thoughts while I waited for the news.
No really, hold me. I'm a basket case right now. I really wanted to wait until I had betas to announce this, but they can't get me in until tomorrow AM and I'm about to burst. Plus, maybe if I put it out there in the universe it will help.
Cycle/Month: Month 15 TFAS including losses and bench time
CD/DPO: 28/11
EDD: 6/6
What we did: EOD, BBT, Pre-Seed, OPK
Symptoms: I'm really tired, but I think that might be from the progesterone. Otherwise, my boobs are sore, but that happens every cycle.
I had a feeling on Saturday that I might be knocked up(I mean I have done this a few times recently), but it was so early so I didn't test that morning. Then on Saturday night I was home alone and broke down. I used a dollar store test first and got a squinter. Then I used a wondfo and got a slightly darker squinter.
Yesterday morning I got up and used an FRER. I had a light line! I'm used to dealing with chemicals at this point so I still didn't get my hopes up and went and bought more tests yesterday.
This morning I used another FRER and had a slightly darker line!
How I told my H: He came home from a bachelor party on Saturday night and I walked out of the bathroom and said "I'm pregnant". We hugged for a bit and then we both went to bed. Sadly, we are way past the point of cutesy announcements.
The Mushy Stuff: You guys. This is the part where I can't even put into words how much you guys have done for me. This year has been insane. I honestly don't think I could have survived without this place. When I tell people that I have had 4 losses in the past year they are usually shocked and don't understand how I made it through. Well, you guys played such a major part in getting me back on my feet. Especially my TTCAL ladies. That weekly check-in is the only place where I can say the awful things. You guys get it, and help walk me through it. I am so hopeful that all of you will be joining me soon. And now I'm crying. I love you guys.
No really, hold me. I'm a basket case right now. I really wanted to wait until I had betas to announce this, but they can't get me in until tomorrow AM and I'm about to burst. Plus, maybe if I put it out there in the universe it will help.
Cycle/Month: Month 15 TFAS including losses and bench time
CD/DPO: 28/11
EDD: 6/6
What we did: EOD, BBT, Pre-Seed, OPK
Symptoms: I'm really tired, but I think that might be from the progesterone. Otherwise, my boobs are sore, but that happens every cycle.
I had a feeling on Saturday that I might be knocked up(I mean I have done this a few times recently), but it was so early so I didn't test that morning. Then on Saturday night I was home alone and broke down. I used a dollar store test first and got a squinter. Then I used a wondfo and got a slightly darker squinter.
Yesterday morning I got up and used an FRER. I had a light line! I'm used to dealing with chemicals at this point so I still didn't get my hopes up and went and bought more tests yesterday.
This morning I used another FRER and had a slightly darker line!
How I told my H: He came home from a bachelor party on Saturday night and I walked out of the bathroom and said "I'm pregnant". We hugged for a bit and then we both went to bed. Sadly, we are way past the point of cutesy announcements.
The Mushy Stuff: You guys. This is the part where I can't even put into words how much you guys have done for me. This year has been insane. I honestly don't think I could have survived without this place. When I tell people that I have had 4 losses in the past year they are usually shocked and don't understand how I made it through. Well, you guys played such a major part in getting me back on my feet. Especially my TTCAL ladies. That weekly check-in is the only place where I can say the awful things. You guys get it, and help walk me through it. I am so hopeful that all of you will be joining me soon. And now I'm crying. I love you guys.
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