PAIF/PgAL Check-in 1/16-1/22

[bepandnick]

Good morning friends. How is everyone doing this week?

[MissSally]

Hello!

I'm doing ok. Been struggling a bit for no reason in particular. It isn't that I'm worried about this pregnancy, jut feeling sad about the other ones? One of my loss anniversaries was last week, so it always hurts a bit more. Also, with that pregnancy I was due in August of 14, and there are a ton of A14 ladies on this board and it's sad to me. That all these women are having another baby already and it took me that long to even get pregnant to begin with.

[bepandnick]

((MissSally)). EDDs, loss anniversaries and the what-ifs are so freaking hard.

[bepandnick]

I'm actually doing ok. My last appointment took a lot of my stress away, and I've been finding the heartbeat pretty consistently now. We're waiting on the results of our panorama, and if everything comes back ok I think we'll start talking about announcing on FB.

My EDD for my d&c is this week, but I feel like I've already mourned that what-if earlier this month since the chance of me going to term is very low. It still gave me pause this morning, but it didn't punch me in the gut.

[xxjen015]

**hugs** to you ladies

[akraus2015]

Hi friends! I hope everyone has had a good start to their week.

Overall I've been doing really well this pregnancy, but as MissSally said, kind of feeling sad about my other pregnancies. There was a baptism at church yesterday, and I cried through the whole thing. Partly because I'm so excited to have Oliver baptized with our priest who we love so much, but also because I was feeling a little bit sad that we never got to have Emmett baptized. :/

We finally ordered a permanent gravestone for Emmett around Thanksgiving. It isn't here yet, but I'm really hoping it comes soon. I feel like right now, I just really want something special for our first child, and I want to make sure he isn't forgotten.

[JustJudy]

Hugs MissSally, It really sucks to be lapped and it's not fair.

bepandnick, I'm glad your last appointment has helped!

akraus2015, Lots and lots of hugs. I hope it comes soon too so you get to honor him.

AFM, My nausea turned into vomiting and inability to eat or drink anything so I went to urgent care and got some Zofran. It is a wonder drug. I'm only taking half a pill at a time and it's keeping the worst of it away. I'm a little pissed that at 12w3d it's getting worse not better. Blarg!
Also, we graduated from the RE last week and this is the first week I don't have an ultrasound. That is weird! But, especially since I've lost even more weight, I can feel my little bump forming and that makes me feel great.