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Post by muskiefan on Apr 4, 2017 12:40:12 GMT -5

Hello everyone!
I'm not sure many will remember me -- I was active from my BFP until mid-October when I took a break to study for my recertification exam.

Since then I've lurked the heck out of this board and I've felt awful not posting. I'm pretty sure I had antepartum anxiety -- my IRL relationships also suffered.

Since having DD #2 on 3/13, I've felt so much better. I'm happier, more rested (even with a NB and 2 older LOs), and feel like myself.

I was hoping to start posting more, but I realize now may be "too late." If y'all don't mind, I can re-intro and start participating more. If not, I can go away!

Congrats to everyone on their beautiful and perfect babies. I've been keeping up on the random threads as well as the birth stories of those who have shared.

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DD 12.15.12
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MM/C 3.18.16
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kristhegirl Moderator Garnet's Universe Posts: 10,771 Love-Tits: 57,645	I've written this a million times (will you have me back?) Apr 4, 2017 12:45:34 GMT -5 via Tapatalk Post by kristhegirl on Apr 4, 2017 12:45:34 GMT -5 I remember you! Welcome back!
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Post by muskiefan on Apr 4, 2017 12:47:07 GMT -5

Thanks Fearsy! Congrats on your Lucy!
We also named our daughter Lucy! Her MN is Corinne. We've loved that name since it was on our list from DS in 2014 (Jan 15 baby) since we were team green with all 3. Another anecdote: DD 1 starts with a C as well (Caroline)

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DD 12.15.12
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MM/C 3.18.16
BFP due 3.18.17 grow baby grow!

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Post by seadragon2013 on Apr 4, 2017 14:56:35 GMT -5

Hi 🙂

I also struggled with antepartum anxiety that manifested as social anxiety and panic attacks. It was rough and I took a big step back from posting on the April bmb. I ended up with a March baby and intro'd here just a few days ago. I'm glad things seem to be improving for you - they are for me too!

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DS: born Feb 2013
Bfp 8/8/2016, EDD 4/13/2017, it's a girl!!!

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Post by muskiefan on Apr 4, 2017 16:38:54 GMT -5

Apr 4, 2017 14:23:54 GMT -5 ladytiffany24 said:

Hi! I remember you as well!

Also, our babies share a birthdate! My baby boy was born on 3/13!

Congrats! I saw they are birthday buddies! (And if I remember correctly you live in the burbs of cincy like me)

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DD 12.15.12
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MM/C 3.18.16
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Post by ladytiffany24 on Apr 4, 2017 16:49:17 GMT -5

Apr 4, 2017 16:38:54 GMT -5 muskiefan said:

Apr 4, 2017 14:23:54 GMT -5 ladytiffany24 said:

Hi! I remember you as well!

Also, our babies share a birthdate! My baby boy was born on 3/13!

Congrats! I saw they are birthday buddies! (And if I remember correctly you live in the burbs of cincy like me)

You remembered correctly!

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DD Born 7/4/14

TFAS 11/2015
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BFP 7/19/16, EDD 3/30/17
DS born 3/13/17

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cosmicav Consider the coconut. Consider its treeeeeeees!! Citrine's Sunny Posts: 7,301 Love-Tits: 28,825	I've written this a million times (will you have me back?) Apr 4, 2017 17:45:48 GMT -5 via mobile Post by cosmicav on Apr 4, 2017 17:45:48 GMT -5 I remember you too! Of course it is not too late to return welcome back! Glad you are well!
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moutonrouge Platinum Trophy Posts: 2,579 Love-Tits: 6,818	I've written this a million times (will you have me back?) Apr 4, 2017 19:00:49 GMT -5 via Tapatalk Post by moutonrouge on Apr 4, 2017 19:00:49 GMT -5 Of course! Welcome back! You were (I think) the other team green mom - I'm not sure if we've wound up with more turning team pink or team blue now. Congrats on your little girl!
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Post by cosmicav on Apr 4, 2017 19:19:36 GMT -5

Apr 4, 2017 19:00:49 GMT -5 moutonrouge said:

Of course! Welcome back! You were (I think) the other team green mom - I'm not sure if we've wound up with more turning team pink or team blue now. Congrats on your little girl!

With exception of kristhegirl I think all our team greens turned pink! I think.... ignore me if I'm misremembering lol

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Cosmic Kid: born 04/2015 at 35 weeks due to P-PROM

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***Starry Twin forever in my heart***

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Apr 4, 2017 19:00:49 GMT -5 moutonrouge said:

Of course! Welcome back! You were (I think) the other team green mom - I'm not sure if we've wound up with more turning team pink or team blue now. Congrats on your little girl!

Great memory! I was convinced (for no reason) I was having a boy, so when H said "it's our baby girl!" I was shocked!

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bookish Bronze Trophy Posts: 288 Love-Tits: 835	I've written this a million times (will you have me back?) Apr 4, 2017 21:54:20 GMT -5 via Tapatalk Post by bookish on Apr 4, 2017 21:54:20 GMT -5 I remember you! Post your birth story because I am a sucker for those!
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muskiefan Bronze Trophy Posts: 495 Love-Tits: 1,316	I've written this a million times (will you have me back?) Apr 5, 2017 8:11:40 GMT -5 via Tapatalk Post by muskiefan on Apr 5, 2017 8:11:40 GMT -5 Apr 4, 2017 21:54:20 GMT -5 bookish said: I remember you! Post your birth story because I am a sucker for those! Will do! I never really wrote one for DD 1 or DS, so this will be fun!
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