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Post by mlal78 on Jan 20, 2015 16:30:54 GMT -5

Much as I love you ladies, I am fucking pissed to be back.

I just got off the phone with my OB office. My beta from yesterday was at 12, from 72. I am coming off all medications including metformin. I will have betas followed to 0 and then wait a full cycle before jumping back on the horse and restarting meds.

At the moment I hate my body and my shitty eggs.

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2 ds 2004 and 2009
10 angels, one tube wonder due to ectopic pg
dx pcos Dec/13 1500mg metformin
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grneyes Gold Trophy Posts: 2,103 Love-Tits: 4,483	I'm Back Jan 20, 2015 16:31:53 GMT -5 Post by grneyes on Jan 20, 2015 16:31:53 GMT -5 So much love and hugs, Mlal. I am so sorry.
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lizblue Gold Trophy Posts: 2,261 Love-Tits: 10,331	I'm Back Jan 20, 2015 16:32:33 GMT -5 Post by lizblue on Jan 20, 2015 16:32:33 GMT -5 Well fuck. I'm so so sorry mlal. As much as I like you, I really didn't want to see your face around here. I am sending so much love and so many hugs. Please take good care of yourself and know that we are here for all the ranting/crying/screaming/cursing that you need. Be good to yourself. xo
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Post by therealbug on Jan 20, 2015 16:34:43 GMT -5

Sending you lots of love and ((((hugs)))).

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BFP1 6/8/12 EDD 2/7/13 Zachary Donald born 9/22/2012 at 20 weeks. You will forever be in our heart.

BFP2 12/21/12 EDD 08/27/13, CP@4w6d
BFP3 01/21/13 EDD 10/02/13, M/C 02/26/13
FET#1 w/2 DEmb, BFP! EDD 06/06/16, M/C 10/08/15
FET #2 w/2 DEmb, BFP at 5dp5dt, EDD 1/22/17, strong hb at 6w3d, no hb at 7w4d

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Post by bethkate on Jan 20, 2015 16:34:59 GMT -5

I'm so sorry. That fucking sucks.

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TTC since July 2012
BFP 5/22/13. Lap. to remove ectopic and dx with endo. 6/16/13
IUI #1: Oct. '14=BFN
IUI#2: Nov. '14=BFP 11/28/14 MC discovered 1/14/15 @10w D&C 1/20/15
BFP: 7/9/15: CP
IUI#3: July '15=BFP 8/6/15 MC discovered 9/1/15 @7w
IVF w/ ICSI+PGS: July '16: 20R/17M/13F/10 biopsied=5 normals!
FET #1: 9/26/16: Transferred 1 hatching blast (graded 5AA)=BFN
Benched Oct-Jan due to endometritis dx
FET #2: 2/16/17:Transferred 1 4AA blast=BFP 2/20 EDD 11/4

nikiswimr Back in the saddle... Platinum Trophy Posts: 4,329 Love-Tits: 14,405	I'm Back Jan 20, 2015 16:35:04 GMT -5 via mobile Post by nikiswimr on Jan 20, 2015 16:35:04 GMT -5 Oh shit. I'm so so sorry to see this. We were all pulling for you. Sending lots of ((hugs)) your way.
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menrandes Platinum Trophy Posts: 2,624 Love-Tits: 6,419	I'm Back Jan 20, 2015 16:35:23 GMT -5 Post by menrandes on Jan 20, 2015 16:35:23 GMT -5 Oh no....no.. Oh I am so so sorry that you are back. big hugs
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mrsmccoy612 Baby Asher is here :) Bronze Trophy Posts: 408 Love-Tits: 605	I'm Back Jan 20, 2015 16:38:20 GMT -5 via mobile Post by mrsmccoy612 on Jan 20, 2015 16:38:20 GMT -5 I'm so sorry you're back here. ((Hugs))
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medic7979 Third trimester! WHAT? I'm getting nervous!! Gold Trophy Posts: 1,270 Love-Tits: 2,335	I'm Back Jan 20, 2015 16:45:02 GMT -5 Post by medic7979 on Jan 20, 2015 16:45:02 GMT -5 Oh fucking fuck. I'm so sorry. ((BIG HUGS))
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msugirl Gold Trophy Posts: 1,591 Love-Tits: 4,318	I'm Back Jan 20, 2015 16:50:37 GMT -5 Post by msugirl on Jan 20, 2015 16:50:37 GMT -5 Oh @mlal, I'm so so sorry lady. Sending you all the ((hugs))
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Post by MrsPhD83 on Jan 20, 2015 16:56:45 GMT -5

I'm so sorry for your loss, mlal. Huge ((hugs)). Welcome back. I'm sorry you're here, but I'm glad you came to the dark side. We're all here for you.

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Me: 32 & DH: 31, Married July 2013, TTC #1 since March 2014
BFP#1 EDD 1.26.15, MMC at 8w3d
BFP#2 EDD 5.29.15, CP
BFP#3 EDD 8.25.15, CP#2

Dx: possible egg quality issue (AMH 1.02, FSH 11.5)

BFP#4 Baby boy is due 1.19.16

Emergency cerclage placed at 18w3d
Membranes ruptured 19w0d
Still holding steady and hoping for a miracle

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tkford216 Citrine's Sunny Posts: 6,856 Love-Tits: 18,243	I'm Back Jan 20, 2015 17:03:10 GMT -5 Post by tkford216 on Jan 20, 2015 17:03:10 GMT -5 Oh no. I'm so sorry. ((hugs))
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bluedaisy0627 Bronze Trophy Posts: 282 Love-Tits: 499	I'm Back Jan 20, 2015 17:08:17 GMT -5 Post by bluedaisy0627 on Jan 20, 2015 17:08:17 GMT -5 I'm so sorry. Lots of (((hugs)))
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mellymel15 Our little lady is here! Platinum Trophy Posts: 2,738 Love-Tits: 6,654	I'm Back Jan 20, 2015 17:08:16 GMT -5 Post by mellymel15 on Jan 20, 2015 17:08:16 GMT -5 I'm so sorry. That really sucks. Sending you lots and lots of hugs.
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mrsoscarfelix Gold Trophy Posts: 1,948 Love-Tits: 6,263	I'm Back Jan 20, 2015 17:08:57 GMT -5 Post by mrsoscarfelix on Jan 20, 2015 17:08:57 GMT -5 huge ((hugs)) to you. I am sorry you are back here.
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sarcaztic10 Platinum Trophy Posts: 3,460 Love-Tits: 9,827	I'm Back Jan 20, 2015 17:12:52 GMT -5 Post by sarcaztic10 on Jan 20, 2015 17:12:52 GMT -5 Oh no. This is so unfair. I am so sorry that you had to come back here (((hugs))).
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momentomori Bronze Trophy Posts: 170 Love-Tits: 370	I'm Back Jan 20, 2015 17:16:03 GMT -5 Post by momentomori on Jan 20, 2015 17:16:03 GMT -5 Sending so many ((hugs)). I'm so sorry. It is so fucking unfair.
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frenchteachermama Bronze Trophy Posts: 391 Love-Tits: 1,012	I'm Back Jan 20, 2015 17:23:17 GMT -5 Post by frenchteachermama on Jan 20, 2015 17:23:17 GMT -5 So sorry! (((HUGS)))
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Post by beckynsean11 on Jan 20, 2015 17:25:01 GMT -5

Fuck. I'm so sorry. Hugs!

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TTC since 11/2012, IR-PCOS, weak ovulation, Incompetent Cervix
BFP #1, EDD 3/30/14, M/C on 8/19/13 at 8w D&E 8/21/13 -"Tad"
BFP #2, EDD 9/16/14, IC loss on 4/12/14 at 17w4d-Rowan
BFP #3, EDD 6/20/14, preventative TVC placed 12/19/12, IC loss on 1/6/15 at 16w3d-Carson
TAC'd w/ Dr Haney on 4/20/15, Bionic cervix is in place with 2 bands!!!

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Post by rachaeleigh on Jan 20, 2015 17:37:47 GMT -5

Mlal, I'm so damn sorry to see this

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ALL AL WELCOME

5 losses (2003, 2008, 03/12, 11/12, & 10/16)
All RPL testing by several REs = all normal

All IF testing by several REs = all normal
5 IUIs (2014) = BFN

IVF#1 Feb '15= BFP!
U/S 04/01 = 6w5d, HR 125!, SCH measuring 2cm
U/S 04/06 = 7w5d, HR 165!, SCH measuring 4cm
NT scan = 13w2d, SCH no longer visible
Anatomy scan = Team green

. All looks great!
Rainbow born on 11/22/15, team pink!

PetSquirrel Silver Trophy Posts: 570 Love-Tits: 2,075	I'm Back Jan 20, 2015 18:29:42 GMT -5 Post by PetSquirrel on Jan 20, 2015 18:29:42 GMT -5 I am so very sorry. (((HUGS))) and wine. Lots and lots of wine.
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mflowers929 Puppy dog cuddles, yee! Bronze Trophy Posts: 497 Love-Tits: 1,084	I'm Back Jan 20, 2015 18:37:23 GMT -5 Post by mflowers929 on Jan 20, 2015 18:37:23 GMT -5 super squishy hugs Guess the limbo buddies failed this time =/
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raelynn71109 Gold Trophy Posts: 1,625 Love-Tits: 5,912	I'm Back Jan 20, 2015 18:40:53 GMT -5 Post by raelynn71109 on Jan 20, 2015 18:40:53 GMT -5 I'm so sorry. ((Hugs))
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littleowl913 Gold Trophy Posts: 1,674 Love-Tits: 2,722	I'm Back Jan 20, 2015 18:43:21 GMT -5 Post by littleowl913 on Jan 20, 2015 18:43:21 GMT -5 Noooo. I'm sorry you're back (((hugs)))
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nikolie93 Just call me Queen of Derps Platinum Trophy Posts: 4,473 Love-Tits: 9,215	I'm Back Jan 20, 2015 18:47:31 GMT -5 via mobile Post by nikolie93 on Jan 20, 2015 18:47:31 GMT -5 I'm so sorry, it sucks that you're back here as much as we all you. hugs
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mrsb22 Gold Trophy Posts: 1,287 Love-Tits: 3,251	I'm Back Jan 20, 2015 18:50:13 GMT -5 Post by mrsb22 on Jan 20, 2015 18:50:13 GMT -5 I'm so sorry. (((hugs)))
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readinglove Gold Trophy Posts: 2,359 Love-Tits: 4,676	I'm Back Jan 20, 2015 19:02:08 GMT -5 Post by readinglove on Jan 20, 2015 19:02:08 GMT -5 Damn it. I am so, so sorry sweetie. All of the (((HUGS))) for you. Be gentle with yourself, and know we're here to bitch/vent/distract - whatever you need.
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